Deleted Member 88936
goodbye
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My life is so boring. When it's not boring, it's just miserable, or some mix of both.
I can't enjoy anything. In everything i do or consume, there's always some aspect reminding me of why I want to die. Talking to people makes me feel like shit and all my hobbies make me depressed or angry. Even music makes me feel worse, no matter what i'm listening to. Everything I watch makes me feel worse.
So, I pretty much have no escape. every single day, i just do whatever's required for that day, then wait for the next day. if i try to do anything more, I'll feel worse because everything goes wrong. I enjoy sleeping, but i struggle to do even that.
I used to have little things that i looked forward to each day, but those things make me sad now. All the things that i've been looking forward to this year have gone to shit. everything just worsens my mood, I'm so tired of living. There's not a single enjoyable moment in my day.
I can't enjoy anything. In everything i do or consume, there's always some aspect reminding me of why I want to die. Talking to people makes me feel like shit and all my hobbies make me depressed or angry. Even music makes me feel worse, no matter what i'm listening to. Everything I watch makes me feel worse.
So, I pretty much have no escape. every single day, i just do whatever's required for that day, then wait for the next day. if i try to do anything more, I'll feel worse because everything goes wrong. I enjoy sleeping, but i struggle to do even that.
I used to have little things that i looked forward to each day, but those things make me sad now. All the things that i've been looking forward to this year have gone to shit. everything just worsens my mood, I'm so tired of living. There's not a single enjoyable moment in my day.
