i have a BAD fear that i might lose my conciousness any moment
i might lose my life...
the modern world has completely fucked my perception of what it means to be alive. how meaningless, quick and insignificant things are.
my brain has been wired in such a shitty way now. loneliness, same routine, mundane shit again and again has destroyed me and my depressiong 10x worse. Getting thoughts of kms everyday, its such a weird situation i am in rn, i want to kms rn but there is some kind of hope in me, which is still letting me live..
its all a consequence of going away from nature. my life almost feels worthless to me... miraculously i am still alive, wow.
i might lose my life...
the modern world has completely fucked my perception of what it means to be alive. how meaningless, quick and insignificant things are.
my brain has been wired in such a shitty way now. loneliness, same routine, mundane shit again and again has destroyed me and my depressiong 10x worse. Getting thoughts of kms everyday, its such a weird situation i am in rn, i want to kms rn but there is some kind of hope in me, which is still letting me live..
its all a consequence of going away from nature. my life almost feels worthless to me... miraculously i am still alive, wow.
