Serious feel empty

[Dyhexic]

I feel empty
ik it doesn't seem major, but I got rejected from mcdonalds ik its not smth thats severe or serious its not the reason im sad
The reason I'm sad is that I've been trying to get a job since the start of this year
I really thought I could do it
Now, if you're thinking, why would I want a job so bad?
I'm 15.4 and 5'9 I hate being short, and I really want to hop on HGH asap
Also, that and I just also need reta
I wouldn't say I'm ugly, but I'm fat and short, and yeah,. more
I've been rated mmtn-lhtn by ppl with above 5k posts
I'm just short, and I hate it
recently ive been really scared of my mom's death, the realization that at some point she's not going to be there anymore
The thing I know I'll miss are the small things she does for me
She's the only woman other than, yeah, other close family
that will actually love me and support me and want the best for me
I'm not a very social person
I'm okay with popular people, but still
I feel like every time I do something
It just goes wrong
I applied for a job dont get nothing
someone ik applies? They get the job
I'm very gifted in terms of intelligence, but I often become very anxious about things like this
recently ive dug into hermeticism, and I can kinda cope with it and how when you die, you become a pure soul. You can still remember how you were on earth, you can still find and communicate with loved ones
You can create realms
Not just that, but he has influenced Nikola Tesla and Isaac Newton
I feel like I'm throwing away my life
tbh when I went to the job interview, I knew I wasn't getting it, not because II said something wrong or I was anxious
I just felt it
normally when i ''feel'' something its 70% right
Now I wouldn't say I'm depressed or planning on ending it
I could never end it
Hope someone takes the time to read this

 

[Mia]

I feel empty
ik it doesn't seem major, but I got rejected from mcdonalds ik its not smth thats severe or serious its not the reason im sad
The reason I'm sad is that I've been trying to get a job since the start of this year
I really thought I could do it
Now, if you're thinking, why would I want a job so bad?
I'm 15.4 and 5'9 I hate being short, and I really want to hop on HGH asap
Also, that and I just also need reta
I wouldn't say I'm ugly, but I'm fat and short, and yeah,. more
I've been rated mmtn-lhtn by ppl with above 5k posts
I'm just short, and I hate it
recently ive been really scared of my mom's death, the realization that at some point she's not going to be there anymore
The thing I know I'll miss are the small things she does for me
She's the only woman other than, yeah, other close family
that will actually love me and support me and want the best for me
I'm not a very social person
I'm okay with popular people, but still
I feel like every time I do something
It just goes wrong
I applied for a job dont get nothing
someone ik applies? They get the job
I'm very gifted in terms of intelligence, but I often become very anxious about things like this
recently ive dug into hermeticism, and I can kinda cope with it and how when you die, you become a pure soul. You can still remember how you were on earth, you can still find and communicate with loved ones
You can create realms
Not just that, but he has influenced Nikola Tesla and Isaac Newton
I feel like I'm throwing away my life
tbh when I went to the job interview, I knew I wasn't getting it, not because II said something wrong or I was anxious
I just felt it
normally when i ''feel'' something its 70% right
Now I wouldn't say I'm depressed or planning on ending it
I could never end it
Hope someone takes the time to read this

yo sorry u got rejected from yr job ik this may sound like cope but I feel like everything happens for a reason and it will all fall into place yk? Also hope u can go on hgh and get reta too . Also about your mom i lowkey had that feelings with my dad once. Like just the thought he won't forever be there and like years are passing hes getting older yk its scary. I think thats why its important to like value the time we have left with the people we love and to make the most of every moment because nothing lasts forever. And the feelings of thinking every time you do anything smth goes wrong is lwk real but I feel like multiple ppl go through that feeling yk like the feeling of failure cus its part of life and the more u fail the more it makes it easier for u to succeed next time. Hope things get better twin btw

 

[killmenowpt2]

I feel empty
ik it doesn't seem major, but I got rejected from mcdonalds ik its not smth thats severe or serious its not the reason im sad
The reason I'm sad is that I've been trying to get a job since the start of this year
I really thought I could do it
Now, if you're thinking, why would I want a job so bad?
I'm 15.4 and 5'9 I hate being short, and I really want to hop on HGH asap
Also, that and I just also need reta
I wouldn't say I'm ugly, but I'm fat and short, and yeah,. more
I've been rated mmtn-lhtn by ppl with above 5k posts
I'm just short, and I hate it
recently ive been really scared of my mom's death, the realization that at some point she's not going to be there anymore
The thing I know I'll miss are the small things she does for me
She's the only woman other than, yeah, other close family
that will actually love me and support me and want the best for me
I'm not a very social person
I'm okay with popular people, but still
I feel like every time I do something
It just goes wrong
I applied for a job dont get nothing
someone ik applies? They get the job
I'm very gifted in terms of intelligence, but I often become very anxious about things like this
recently ive dug into hermeticism, and I can kinda cope with it and how when you die, you become a pure soul. You can still remember how you were on earth, you can still find and communicate with loved ones
You can create realms
Not just that, but he has influenced Nikola Tesla and Isaac Newton
I feel like I'm throwing away my life
tbh when I went to the job interview, I knew I wasn't getting it, not because II said something wrong or I was anxious
I just felt it
normally when i ''feel'' something its 70% right
Now I wouldn't say I'm depressed or planning on ending it
I could never end it
Hope someone takes the time to read this

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Sorry you feel that way it will pass with time

But on a real note, how did you get rejected from McDonald’s? A guy confessed to murder and still got the job. Anyways, it was probably for the best, McDonalds is a bad place to work, I’d recommend Starbucks or Dairy Queen.

 

[avzrael]

it will be okay amigo, apply for another job

 

[Dyhexic]

yo sorry u got rejected from yr job ik this may sound like cope but I feel like everything happens for a reason and it will all fall into place yk? Also hope u can go on hgh and get reta too . Also about your mom i lowkey had that feelings with my dad once. Like just the thought he won't forever be there and like years are passing hes getting older yk its scary. I think thats why its important to like value the time we have left with the people we love and to make the most of every moment because nothing lasts forever. And the feelings of thinking every time you do anything smth goes wrong is lwk real but I feel like multiple ppl go through that feeling yk like the feeling of failure cus its part of life and the more u fail the more it makes it easier for u to succeed next time. Hope things get better twin btw

thanks gng
and dw im alr mentally just abit dissapointed
i just needed to get this off my chest
and yeah that parent thing is scary
im looking into taking af710b to raise plasticity in cycles tho not just for learning but to slow down time and yeah imma make a mega thread on brain maxxing soon

 

[Dyhexic]

Read
Sorry you feel that way it will pass with time

But on a real note, how did you get rejected from McDonald’s? A guy confessed to murder and still got the job. Anyways, it was probably for the best, McDonalds is a bad place to work, I’d recommend Starbucks or Dairy Queen.

live in scandinavia and in not a huge city or its in between 2 big cities one is the capital but still
dude idk the day i was at the interview he said he had 4 other interviews that day
and that there ws so many applicants to choose from and i was just not fit ig

 

[killmenowpt2]

live in scandinavia and in not a huge city or its in between 2 big cities one is the capital but still
dude idk the day i was at the interview he said he had 4 other interviews that day
and that there ws so many applicants to choose from and i was just not fit ig

Sorry mate if my last message came off as if I was making fun of you that wasnt my goal and i realized it sounded that way only after I posted it:


Thats kinda rough. Is there any mom and pop shops you could work at? Even if you get less pay, hopefully you won’t get treated like a corporate shill

 

[Dyhexic]

Sorry mate if my last message came off as if I was making fun of you that wasnt my goal and i realized it sounded that way only after I posted it:


Thats kinda rough. Is there any mom and pop shops you could work at? Even if you get less pay, hopefully you won’t get treated like a corporate shill

didnt even see it as making fun of me buth thanks
yeah my dads friend might have a place for me idk tho
my dad asked me like if i would be up to work as a cleaner i said it depends how much i make and he said
no it doesnt so idk what crazy payment hes gonna offer them

 

[donsa]

5'9 I hate being short

im 5'7 at 20 n***a

 

[ToptierGooner]

5'9 at 15 is really good
I was 5'7 when I was your age
You have good chances of ending up at 6' or more

 

[Trevor]

Whats the last time you grew

 

[Dyhexic]

Whats the last time you grew

last year i was 170

 

[Trevor]

last year i was 170

5,11 capped

 

[Ladiesman217]

I feel empty
ik it doesn't seem major, but I got rejected from mcdonalds ik its not smth thats severe or serious its not the reason im sad
The reason I'm sad is that I've been trying to get a job since the start of this year
I really thought I could do it
Now, if you're thinking, why would I want a job so bad?
I'm 15.4 and 5'9 I hate being short, and I really want to hop on HGH asap
Also, that and I just also need reta
I wouldn't say I'm ugly, but I'm fat and short, and yeah,. more
I've been rated mmtn-lhtn by ppl with above 5k posts
I'm just short, and I hate it
recently ive been really scared of my mom's death, the realization that at some point she's not going to be there anymore
The thing I know I'll miss are the small things she does for me
She's the only woman other than, yeah, other close family
that will actually love me and support me and want the best for me
I'm not a very social person
I'm okay with popular people, but still
I feel like every time I do something
It just goes wrong
I applied for a job dont get nothing
someone ik applies? They get the job
I'm very gifted in terms of intelligence, but I often become very anxious about things like this
recently ive dug into hermeticism, and I can kinda cope with it and how when you die, you become a pure soul. You can still remember how you were on earth, you can still find and communicate with loved ones
You can create realms
Not just that, but he has influenced Nikola Tesla and Isaac Newton
I feel like I'm throwing away my life
tbh when I went to the job interview, I knew I wasn't getting it, not because II said something wrong or I was anxious
I just felt it
normally when i ''feel'' something its 70% right
Now I wouldn't say I'm depressed or planning on ending it
I could never end it
Hope someone takes the time to read this

slow down baby

 

[XambosAg]

Ask your parents if they can find a relative or a friend who can hire you

 

[HerculesJr.]

I feel empty
ik it doesn't seem major, but I got rejected from mcdonalds ik its not smth thats severe or serious its not the reason im sad
The reason I'm sad is that I've been trying to get a job since the start of this year
I really thought I could do it
Now, if you're thinking, why would I want a job so bad?
I'm 15.4 and 5'9 I hate being short, and I really want to hop on HGH asap
Also, that and I just also need reta
I wouldn't say I'm ugly, but I'm fat and short, and yeah,. more
I've been rated mmtn-lhtn by ppl with above 5k posts
I'm just short, and I hate it
recently ive been really scared of my mom's death, the realization that at some point she's not going to be there anymore
The thing I know I'll miss are the small things she does for me
She's the only woman other than, yeah, other close family
that will actually love me and support me and want the best for me
I'm not a very social person
I'm okay with popular people, but still
I feel like every time I do something
It just goes wrong
I applied for a job dont get nothing
someone ik applies? They get the job
I'm very gifted in terms of intelligence, but I often become very anxious about things like this
recently ive dug into hermeticism, and I can kinda cope with it and how when you die, you become a pure soul. You can still remember how you were on earth, you can still find and communicate with loved ones
You can create realms
Not just that, but he has influenced Nikola Tesla and Isaac Newton
I feel like I'm throwing away my life
tbh when I went to the job interview, I knew I wasn't getting it, not because II said something wrong or I was anxious
I just felt it
normally when i ''feel'' something its 70% right
Now I wouldn't say I'm depressed or planning on ending it
I could never end it
Hope someone takes the time to read this

If you feel empty you must find something to work towards. A calling

The struggle itself towards the heights will be enough to fill your heart.

 

[Dyhexic]

If you feel empty you must find something to work towards. A calling

The struggle itself towards the heights will be enough to fill your heart.

iam dude like i got a pretty good idea on how to get rich i just cant do it yet
and everytime i try to make money it just seems to go the wrong way