Serious Feeling like giving up

[iluvchishiya]

I decided to take a picture of my side profile and it was horrendous. I knew that I was ugly but I really didn't expect it to look that bad. I'm just tired of being ugly. No matter what I do, this face fat won't leave me and I'm not overweight. Then, I have stupid keratosis pilaris on my arms and legs and it's mostly genetic so I can only do so much to heal it. I'm just tired of being so fucking ugly and being bullied in school. I just feel like roping at this point, I've been this way my whole life and no matter what I do, I'm still ugly and I feel like I always will be. I see no point in living if I'm not pretty. I can't enjoy anything without thinking how I look to others or checking myself in the mirror. I'm just so done crying myself to sleep every night over my appearance. I don't know what to do anymore, I just feel like giving up and ending it all. All I want is just for someone to love me and for me to stop being bullied but that doesn't seem like it'll ever happen.

 

[holalola]

I love u op I understand and feel u too