journey has been great , lost over 100 lbs , got my marpe on rn , but i just rlly feel like its all coming to an end and im meant to fail , my moms kidney problems got worse so she can die now , and they were alr bad but god was nice to her , after she started calling me a autistic loser ect to me and a retarded jobless mf and started breaking things around the house slowly to make my dad fix them who owns and pays the rent because she hates him from past breakup.
Im talking to 2 hot girls on ig , but still i feel empty , i feel assymetric and bothced , i just feel like a social reject in the looks aspect almost like a school shooter and i relate to curlyheadjames a lot.
Ive got to get a job soon too and hangouts feel bland and boring , i feel like my life is coming to an end and imma die alone there is no point in living
Im talking to 2 hot girls on ig , but still i feel empty , i feel assymetric and bothced , i just feel like a social reject in the looks aspect almost like a school shooter and i relate to curlyheadjames a lot.
Ive got to get a job soon too and hangouts feel bland and boring , i feel like my life is coming to an end and imma die alone there is no point in living