I remember when I was 20 in UNI, I was deep into studying the bible and my school work.
I found so much joy in spiritual pursuits that I didnt care about women or sex
and had so much joy/peace/confidence on the inside.
I even noticed women reacting positively to this since it looked that I wasn't trying to dig joy, happiness or sex from them,
I already attained peace, confidence and happiness without them. I didnt feel nervous or scared around them and like
they could pick up I didnt need them.
Some of them even approached me and a couple were interested in me without me doing anything, I interacted with them very easily.
I think I attained true happiness back then. Hope I can get back to that point,
this blackpill life of only caring about
looks, mogging people, slaying immoral women, partying, alcohol, is such an empty miserable life, I was way happier
back then.
Hope this helps someone even though I know most wouldnt understand or care what I said, this is why Jesus
spoke in parables.
I found so much joy in spiritual pursuits that I didnt care about women or sex
and had so much joy/peace/confidence on the inside.
I even noticed women reacting positively to this since it looked that I wasn't trying to dig joy, happiness or sex from them,
I already attained peace, confidence and happiness without them. I didnt feel nervous or scared around them and like
they could pick up I didnt need them.
Some of them even approached me and a couple were interested in me without me doing anything, I interacted with them very easily.
I think I attained true happiness back then. Hope I can get back to that point,
this blackpill life of only caring about
looks, mogging people, slaying immoral women, partying, alcohol, is such an empty miserable life, I was way happier
back then.
Hope this helps someone even though I know most wouldnt understand or care what I said, this is why Jesus
spoke in parables.