Im drunk at my mom's (havent been here in 2yrs bc I was almost murdered" and on pills,and I texted emo huzz after 2 weeks of ignoring him, he asked for looksmaxxing tips, I wrote him 5 paragraphs of 5he best tips I ever gave, he wrote "k read later".
K so im gonna kms.
This month marks the 4th year ive been in the blackpill community, from an appeal perspective, and a psl perspective, from a niche maxxing perspetcive and a normiemaxxing perspective, from a manipulative psychological attraction perspective, and a scientific ratios and pheno based perspective, I know every tip from Weight build and body, to skin face features and bones, to hair health length and suitful coloring, to personality types and specific romantic ideals.
Im so drunk and on so many pills (including like 4 ritalin)
Id like to say im unfortunately one of the most knowld3dgeful users on here, weither its from Trails and error, or studying chemicals and ingredients themselves, or reading dsm's and pages apon pages of philosophy, or getting ratings on here everyday for a year and getting tons of tips and opinions, or my experience with extreme extreme popularity after recovering and surviving horror movie like bullying, I know what every persons final goal is, I know what you need and what suits you on the inside and the outside, in your current habitat and dream habitat, and how you can utilize what you think holds you back weither its a small feature or a mental dent (insecurity or personality disorder)
So please.
Comment about about anything in this world, or if its something embarrassing or personal, dm me, ive even been there too, im cursed with an unimaginable amount of knowledge and it tears at me and reminds me im not perfect, but with that scar and that ill luck and feeling, I wanna help this community be perfect, since I was 6 years old looks and perception are all that mattered to me, and though ive forgotten or practically given up on all that dreamy shit I wanna use all this ive tortured myself and killed myself into helping other people learn how to be perfect, my belief for a long time is everyONE deserves to feel pretty and confident and indulgent, our appearance and humanity-perception is all we really have, personality and ideals shift, but looks and hard dedicated work to them is forever, and is an immediate perception.
Every one deserves a halo perception, especially everyone here, my experience on here at first was awful, but once I stopped being rude for clout and a big fat piggy everyone got nicer, I tend to admire and appreciate this site more than I'd like to admit, its nearly killed me a few times, but way more than those few its reminded me that even if your bad, there bad people who will care for you because of that, even if your ugly there's ugly who'll care because of that, and even if your awful or perfect, there will always be atleast 1 human out there with the understanding to have empathy, because empathy is an emotions and not a trait.
Thank you if you read the whole rant
Thank you even if not
Merry Christmas
Your family loves you and the world keeps spinning
I have all the answers, ask any question
I love you all
K so im gonna kms.
This month marks the 4th year ive been in the blackpill community, from an appeal perspective, and a psl perspective, from a niche maxxing perspetcive and a normiemaxxing perspective, from a manipulative psychological attraction perspective, and a scientific ratios and pheno based perspective, I know every tip from Weight build and body, to skin face features and bones, to hair health length and suitful coloring, to personality types and specific romantic ideals.
Im so drunk and on so many pills (including like 4 ritalin)
Id like to say im unfortunately one of the most knowld3dgeful users on here, weither its from Trails and error, or studying chemicals and ingredients themselves, or reading dsm's and pages apon pages of philosophy, or getting ratings on here everyday for a year and getting tons of tips and opinions, or my experience with extreme extreme popularity after recovering and surviving horror movie like bullying, I know what every persons final goal is, I know what you need and what suits you on the inside and the outside, in your current habitat and dream habitat, and how you can utilize what you think holds you back weither its a small feature or a mental dent (insecurity or personality disorder)
So please.
Comment about about anything in this world, or if its something embarrassing or personal, dm me, ive even been there too, im cursed with an unimaginable amount of knowledge and it tears at me and reminds me im not perfect, but with that scar and that ill luck and feeling, I wanna help this community be perfect, since I was 6 years old looks and perception are all that mattered to me, and though ive forgotten or practically given up on all that dreamy shit I wanna use all this ive tortured myself and killed myself into helping other people learn how to be perfect, my belief for a long time is everyONE deserves to feel pretty and confident and indulgent, our appearance and humanity-perception is all we really have, personality and ideals shift, but looks and hard dedicated work to them is forever, and is an immediate perception.
Every one deserves a halo perception, especially everyone here, my experience on here at first was awful, but once I stopped being rude for clout and a big fat piggy everyone got nicer, I tend to admire and appreciate this site more than I'd like to admit, its nearly killed me a few times, but way more than those few its reminded me that even if your bad, there bad people who will care for you because of that, even if your ugly there's ugly who'll care because of that, and even if your awful or perfect, there will always be atleast 1 human out there with the understanding to have empathy, because empathy is an emotions and not a trait.
Thank you if you read the whole rant
Thank you even if not
Merry Christmas
Your family loves you and the world keeps spinning
I have all the answers, ask any question
I love you all
