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[slopslinger]

the bad luck streak is getting crazy

this is a cringe vent but whatever. since november:
-benzo and heroin od causing permanent short term memory loss, my family may never trust me again.
- car quit on me, just shit off and locked up while driving, completely totalled.
- best friend died from fentanyl od
- had to break things off with another close friend
- a girl stole my phone while I was nodded out costing me $300
- got robbed again costing me another $800, natural consequences atp
- friend accepted into trade school. proud of him but I won't get to see him as much
- my job, which is the only job ive found that will tolerate my commitment to playing shows pays $13 an hour
- now i’m missing out on touring with my band bcuz of my spiraling mental health and i can’t afford to take off work after all this

inb4 self pity, i know, and it could always be worse, going 2 buy a lottery ticket tonight bcuz im fucking due for something good

 

[Deleted Member 45967]

hope it gets better bro

 

[tuberculosisinmybal]

hope it gets better bro

 

[based god gigi]

the bad luck streak is getting crazy

this is a cringe vent but whatever. since november:
-benzo and heroin od causing permanent short term memory loss, my family may never trust me again.
- car quit on me, just shit off and locked up while driving, completely totalled.
- best friend died from fentanyl od
- had to break things off with another close friend
- a girl stole my phone while I was nodded out costing me $300
- got robbed again costing me another $800, natural consequences atp
- friend accepted into trade school. proud of him but I won't get to see him as much
- my j*b, which is the only j*b ive found that will tolerate my commitment to playing shows pays $13 an hour
- now i’m missing out on touring with my band bcuz of my spiraling mental health and i can’t afford to take off work after all this

inb4 self pity, i know, and it could always be worse, going 2 buy a lottery ticket tonight bcuz im fucking due for something good

hey slop its okay you can only go up from here and dont feel bad for self pity because this isnt self pity its just an unlucky guy whosgone through a lot recently dude keep your head up. and also give yourself lots of credit for pushing through all of this because i know its hard and i didnt kow u were going thru all of this even while u were on here jestering and being so funny and positive and i just hope it gets better ((((((((((( im so sad slop its okay i can paypal u like maybe $50 if that helps even a little i know its not $300 or anywhere close to $800 but i cant give any more or else my parents will be suscpiious
and also i hope u win the lottery like a million dollars hopefully you deserve it and also its sick that you have a band i didnt know that either

 

[based god gigi]

hey slop its okay you can only go up from here and dont feel bad for self pity because this isnt self pity its just an unlucky guy whosgone through a lot recently dude keep your head up. and also give yourself lots of credit for pushing through all of this because i know its hard and i didnt kow u were going thru all of this even while u were on here jestering and being so funny and positive and i just hope it gets better (((((((((((( im so sad slop its okay i can paypal u like maybe $50 if that helps even a little i know its not $300 buti cant give any more orelse my parents will be suscpiious

dangit im so sad why is the world so bad

 

[Deleted Member 71589]

hey slop its okay you can only go up from here and dont feel bad for self pity because this isnt self pity its just an unlucky guy whosgone through a lot recently dude keep your head up. and also give yourself lots of credit for pushing through all of this because i know its hard and i didnt kow u were going thru all of this even while u were on here jestering and being so funny and positive and i just hope it gets better (((((((((((( im so sad slop its okay i can paypal u like maybe $50 if that helps even a little i know its not $300 buti cant give any more orelse my parents will be suscpiious

so nice and caring

 

[based god gigi]

Wow so nice and caring

because i feel really bad why are people so unlucky and also i feel privileged thank you to my mom and dad wow im so lucky and grateful