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just finished school, now its summer, 3 months of doing jack shit, just gonna fucking rot on forums tiktok etc.. its so stupid bro i log into the forum make a thread reply to peoples thread and get dopamine rushes when i get a reaction, same thing with tiktok i post stupid fucking content and refresh my notification page like a loser cuck waiting for likes and validation. Lifes just fucking horrible i dont talk to girls at all, i got fat again, only hope is losing weight fucking again because since march i gained 20+lbs (210lbs goal is 160 by september im 183 barefoot i dont really look fat but im still ltn) it just feels like almost everything is meaningless. again its so stupid how i get excited like a fucking f****t when i see i got reps on a reply or a thread. ITS VIRTUAL LIKES IT DOSENT MATTER. my online life is everything lmfao no one irl knows me at all but maybe 2 people and i rarely see them. i know im not special for this thought i guess? multiple people have thought the same thing, probably multiple threads similar to this one. it just fucking sucks knowing i havent acheived anything in my life, just walking around all day seeing taller, better looking people with friends, girlfriends, seeing ur irl *friends* that are better then u at everything. i just want all of this to stop bro. but eh. still gonna wait for reps after i post this lmfao