fuck im so homesick

[hersheykiss]

i used to live split time between another state and tx (other state is where my bio dads family is from) and i moved to texas full time a long time ago but i still feel so homesick. since i moved i havent talked to a single family member on my bio dads side, gone to a single tribal event and havent visited it at all. like all i can think about is how much i miss it and all the things that are there and arent in texas. and its not like i can go back, my mom refuses to visit because of bad memories with my bio dad, i cant visit alone bcs my family there wants nothing to do with me, and on top of that to renew my tribal id i need to go to the office to turn in paperwork so im going to lose that part of myself when it expires next year. and i feel so dumb for missing somewhere i have no place in anymore

 

[slenderpill]

reach out

 

[Dark-Xylo]

i used to live split time between another state and tx (other state is where my bio dads family is from) and i moved to texas full time a long time ago but i still feel so homesick. since i moved i havent talked to a single family member on my bio dads side, gone to a single tribal event and havent visited it at all. like all i can think about is how much i miss it and all the things that are there and arent in texas. and its not like i can go back, my mom refuses to visit because of bad memories with my bio dad, i cant visit alone bcs my family there wants nothing to do with me, and on top of that to renew my tribal id i need to go to the office to turn in paperwork so im going to lose that part of myself when it expires next year. and i feel so dumb for missing somewhere i have no place in anymore

Oh well , just white girl things

 

[hersheykiss]

reach out

yeah my entire bio dads side blocked me and my mom after we got his rights terminated

 

[hersheykiss]

Oh well , just white girl things

hey im not fully white

 

[Dark-Xylo]

hey im not fully white

You're above 50% white right ?

 

[hersheykiss]

You're above 50% white right ?

my bio dad was fully native and my mom is white so im 50%

 

[slenderpill]

yeah my entire bio dads side blocked me and my mom after we got his rights terminated

feeling homesick for people who dont care is wrong. you should be angry

 

[hersheykiss]

feeling homesick for people who dont care is wrong. you should be angry

i know i should but idk why im not

 

[slenderpill]

i know i should but idk why im not

they disrespected you and made you feel lonely