Fuck it, I'm Keeping The Victim Mentality

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Wouldn't matter if I got over it, so I just won't cuz honestly the world deserves to suffer anyways and if I ever have to face the conseqences of my actions I'll just slit my throat with the emergency kit of crushed up aspirin and a knife because yall dont deserve closure.

 

[Your.Daddy.Scaloni]

Wouldn't matter if I got over it, so I just won't cuz honestly the world deserves to suffer anyways and if I ever have to face the conseqences of my actions I'll just slit my throat with the emergency kit of crushed up aspirin and a knife because yall dont deserve closure.

This isn’t the way to go sweetie

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

This isn’t the way to go sweetie

I'll always be resentful in some way, even if I try to remain rational and think logically I'll still never really have actual control over my emotions or reactions even if I know they are in no way morally justifiable

 

[zygos]

Wouldn't matter if I got over it, so I just won't cuz honestly the world deserves to suffer anyways and if I ever have to face the conseqences of my actions I'll just slit my throat with the emergency kit of crushed up aspirin and a knife because yall dont deserve closure.

What are you even talking about

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

What are you even talking about

Basically I realized that I have the whole "woe is me" mindset which i decided to keep cuz it wouldn't matter if I tried to stop and take acocuntability to change the minor shit that might make things better since its extremely hard work for barely any payoff and said results are also in no way gauranteed

 

[johnvee84]

I want whatever you're smoking.

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

I want whatever you're smoking.

Here, have 3 small bowls of sour patch kids and a side of fruit loops in yogurt

 

[johnvee84]

Here, have 3 small bowls of sour patch kids and a side of fruit loops in yogurt

Damn I'm fat enough already, y u do dis?

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Damn I'm fat enough already, y u do dis?

Its what I'm smoking, the rest is just my natural personality

 

[Your.Daddy.Scaloni]

I'll always be resentful in some way, even if I try to remain rational and think logically I'll still never really have actual control over my emotions or reactions even if I know they are in no way morally justifiable

Real . I think it’s just the human experience tbh

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Real . I think it’s just the human experience tbh

It lowkey sucks to intellectually and cognitively know you're doing something wrong but be too weak and undisciplined to stop indulging in it even if you really want to

 

[Deleted Member 87568]

You're staying exactly where you are if you keep going like this. remember that

 

[zygos]

You're staying exactly where you are if you keep going like this. remember that

I have to poop

 

[Deleted Member 87568]

I have to poop

uh?

 

[zygos]

uh?

I have to do a number 100000

 

[johnvee84]

It lowkey sucks to intellectually and cognitively know you're doing something wrong but be too weak and undisciplined to stop indulging in it even if you really want to

Focus on changing the things you feel you can change.

I lack the self discipline/work ethic/motivation to work out consistently, but dieting is easy because its mostly just will power.

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

You're staying exactly where you are if you keep going like this. remember that

I do, I'm not actually retarded enough to not know that but I basically have no control over my emotions and so little over my body that I can barely do shit like run

 

[Deleted Member 87568]

I have to do a number 100000

uh?

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Focus on changing the things you feel you can change.

I lack the self discipline/work ethic/motivation to work out consistently, but dieting is easy because its mostly just will power.

For me willpower is the main issue since food is basically the only thing I can ever think about anymore

 

[zygos]

uh?

Stop saying uh

 

[Deleted Member 87568]

Stop saying uh

?hu

 

[zygos]

?hu

Stob it

 

[rand anon]

Wouldn't matter if I got over it, so I just won't cuz honestly the world deserves to suffer anyways and if I ever have to face the conseqences of my actions I'll just slit my throat with the emergency kit of crushed up aspirin and a knife because yall dont deserve closure.

Nooo dontt

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Nooo dontt

I'll only do it if I get caught by ppl I know IRL or it ends up in a place future employers will find it, don't worry I'm very irrelevant so I willl continue to live