fuck my unemployed life

[slopslinger]

I basically have nothing to live for except gym and a routine tinder slay every month. I've been marooned to a city far away from my friends and work opportunities. debt is piling up, I'm getting old. this is not how my early 20's are supposed to look.

 

[fashist]

do you plan on making any changes?

 

[slopslinger]

honestly just makes me wanna pick up using again, I did everything right but shit out of my control like my uncle's health failing just completely rips all the roots I spent a year planting.

 

[RRM]

why would you wanna be a slave to a man made company

 

[slopslinger]

do you plan on making any changes?

bro I have been, this is my slough of despond ig

 

[apatheia]

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I basically have nothing to live for except gym and a routine tinder slay every month. I've been marooned to a city far away from my friends and work opportunities. debt is piling up, I'm getting old. this is not how my early 20's are supposed to look.

That honestly sucks. Job market is tough right now in America as well right?

 

[fashist]

bro I have been, this is my slough of despond ig

i hope it works out well, at least you've recognised your problems
i don't have much advice, but i think you'll make it out

 

[slopslinger]

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That honestly sucks. Job market is tough right now in America as well right?

yeah I'm just giga high inhib and fearful and unmotivated. I was working with this contracting company that helps autists like me find jobs but that looking it's about to fall through if I can't get back to my city and no one's willing to help me

 

[Deleted Member 76607]

Hold up Lemme do I hate my job thread while pulling an all nighter rn

 

[apatheia]

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yeah I'm just giga high inhib and fearful and unmotivated. I was working with this contracting company that helps autists like me find jobs but that looking it's about to fall through if I can't get back to my city and no one's willing to help me

Are you actually autistic/neurodivergent or just high inhibition?

 

[slopslinger]

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Are you actually autistic/neurodivergent or just high inhibition?

idk about autistic but I'm definitely nd / socially awkward.

 

[Jeezy]

I basically have nothing to live for except gym and a routine tinder slay every month. I've been marooned to a city far away from my friends and work opportunities. debt is piling up, I'm getting old. this is not how my early 20's are supposed to look.

boo hoo no one gives a fuck
jk

 

[Lola]

I basically have nothing to live for except gym and a routine tinder slay every month. I've been marooned to a city far away from my friends and work opportunities. debt is piling up, I'm getting old. this is not how my early 20's are supposed to look.

Hope you find what you are trying to find

 

[Deleted Member 76607]

I wrote ramblings and now I can’t review them , wrote this without looking fuck I can’t even read my own hand writing

 

[slopslinger]

Hope you find what you are trying to find

what happened happened, what's going to happen is going to happen.

 

[apatheia]

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idk about autistic but I'm definitely nd / socially awkward.

Good thing you are not autistic, you could probably get out of this socially awkward state then.

On jobs, I had the same problem where I was scared to apply for jobs and ask, but I just forced myself to do it. I just slowly built up the habit.

However, I do not know what your life is like, and it might be more difficult than that.

 

[fashist]

I wrote ramblings and now I can’t review them , wrote this without looking fuck I can’t even read my own hand writing
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i had to write an essay of the nature of reality fuck that shit was so tedious

 

[Lola]

what happened happened, what's going to happen is going to happen.

basically, but you know your the one in control of your life

 

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Good thing you are not autistic

are you supporter of eugenics?

 

[apatheia]

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I wrote ramblings and now I can’t review them , wrote this without looking fuck I can’t even read my own hand writing
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You're self studying philosophy? Nice. What branches of philosophy interest you and what are you trying to get out of it?

 

[apatheia]

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are you supporter of eugenics?

Jeezy, it is just harder to get a job as an autist, pretty sure it is a proven fact.

 

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Jeezy, it is just harder to get a job as an autist, pretty sure it is a proven fact.

I’m an autist and I make like ~96k at 19 yo

 

[fashist]

I’m an autist and I make like ~96k at 19 yo

you're 24

 

[Deleted Member 76607]

You're self studying philosophy?

Yah

What branches of philosophy interest you

Epistemology and metaphysics

what are you trying to get out of it?

to see the world from a different perspective

 

[Jeezy]

I’m an autist and I make like ~96k at 19 yo

i took 4 shots of nyquil so i may beincohernt and lyijg

 

[fashist]

Epistemology and metaphysics

you should explore ethics aswell learning more about morality was really interesting for me

 

[slopslinger]

basically, but you know your the one in control of your life

that doesn't do much for me tbh. "just control your own life bro" brutal

 

[Lola]

s

that doesn't do much for me tbh. "just control your own life bro" brutal

sorryyy

 

[Deleted Member 76607]

you should explore ethics aswell learning more about morality was really interesting for me

I’ll look into everything, he asked what interested me the most, also “ I’m new bro “

 

[slopslinger]

I'm just banging my head against the wall for the same non-existent results. at least with the gym I know I'll get out what I put into it but the job market is pure luck and nepotism

 

[Deleted Member 76607]

“ I’m new bro “

No one caught the reference

 

[Deleted Member 76607]

I'm just banging my head against the wall for the same non-existent results. at least with the gym I know I'll get out what I put into it but the job market is pure luck and nepotism

Getting a job now is mostly from connections or being really good

 

[fashist]

I’m an autist and I make like ~96k at 19 yo

also, you realise autism is a spectrum right? not everyone is going to have the same struggles/experiences in life

 

[slopslinger]

Getting a job now is mostly from connections or being really good

bro even the opportunity to work at McDonald's seems unattainable atp. what the fuck.

 

[Deleted Member 76607]

bro even the opportunity to work at McDonald's seems unattainable atp. what the fuck.

Yah the market is brutal now especially with more emigrants coming in who’ll take 10 times less money than you and work harder

 

[apatheia]

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bro even the opportunity to work at McDonald's seems unattainable atp. what the fuck.

Try taking job shifts during weird hours, it would suck, but at least you have a job and pay. You could try supermarkets.

 

[Deleted Member 74478]

why would you wanna be a slave to a man made company

17 year old btw

 

[Deleted Member 74478]

Yah the market is brutal now especially with more emigrants coming in who’ll take 10 times less money than you and work harder

It’s so funny seeing them lecture us on working hard too makes me laugh

 

[RRM]

17 year old btw

sighhh

 

[Deleted Member 74478]

I basically have nothing to live for except gym and a routine tinder slay every month. I've been marooned to a city far away from my friends and work opportunities. debt is piling up, I'm getting old. this is not how my early 20's are supposed to look.

did you not go to Uni? This is what I imagine what it’s like outside it

 

[Deleted Member 74478]

sighhh

Man made age

 

[apatheia]

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did you not go to Uni? This is what I imagine what it’s like outside it

Do you go to a university?

 

[Deleted Member 74478]

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Do you go to a university?

No

 

[apatheia]

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No

Are you going to go to one / graduated?

 

[Deleted Member 74478]

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Are you going to go to one / graduated?

Maybe still haven’t really decided yet

 

[slopslinger]

did you not go to Uni? This is what I imagine what it’s like outside it

uni is equally cucked, just pay for fake friends and a worthless 100k degree to spend your entire life indebted to just to be replaced by ai if you even get any employment opportunities.

 

[Deleted Member 74478]

uni is equally cucked, just pay for fake friends and a worthless 100k degree your spend your entire life indebted to just to be replaced by ai if you even get any employment opportunities.

Let’s be real here that’s cope
You decide if those friends are fake or not. Degrees don’t cost 100k most of the time you can do fafsa/scholarships. Community college is a good route too and is free most of the time or cheaper than regular school
And then lastly who knows if the ai replacement thing will even be real. Someone will still need to work, I think jobs will just adapt.

 

[apatheia]

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Maybe still haven’t really decided yet

Are you graduated from high school or still in it?

 

[Ghoultune]

I basically have nothing to live for except gym and a routine tinder slay every month. I've been marooned to a city far away from my friends and work opportunities. debt is piling up, I'm getting old. this is not how my early 20's are supposed to look.

Join my drop shipping class.

 

[Deleted Member 74478]

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Are you graduated from high school or still in it?

Dm