i havent went through an insane ascension but i've lost a lot of weight and it's legit crazy how once you become decent looking all of sudden you're worth talking to , your hobbies and personality ( that you ALWAYS had btw ) suddenly become interesting , all of a sudden you're not a second thought when it comes to inviting you to a social event . i fucking hate how not only girls , but even guys will treat you different , because you won't make them "look lame" if you hangout with them anymore , even random people you cross paths with like cashiers or bus drivers suddenly have a more open body language when talking to you and are more incline to smiling and making small talk , i know this is water but knowing it and living it are different , if you've went through it you know how weird it is and to this day i can't get over it , it's literally like you've reincarnated , it's advantageous but at the same disgusting because it opens your eyes about how fucking shallow people are