My ex came over today for what was supposed to be our 6 month
And uhm
Asked me to dress him in drag? I made him up all goth and stuff and i mean i knew he was feminine but god hes even better looking than most women in makeup
I cant let this happen to me but i just i feel off
Im pan with a BIG preference for women and ONLY feminine men
But ive never brought myself to fully love a woman
This is scary
Chat this is scary
And he seemed to enjoy himself (?) Quite a bit
i can barelt bring myself to even see him as a guy now
God help me god help me god help me
				
			And uhm
Asked me to dress him in drag? I made him up all goth and stuff and i mean i knew he was feminine but god hes even better looking than most women in makeup
I cant let this happen to me but i just i feel off
Im pan with a BIG preference for women and ONLY feminine men
But ive never brought myself to fully love a woman
This is scary
Chat this is scary
And he seemed to enjoy himself (?) Quite a bit
i can barelt bring myself to even see him as a guy now
God help me god help me god help me