Rage Going outside drains the energy outside of me

[DivineBreadEnjoyer]

I really want to find friends and I really want to not stay inside all day but I can't
I can go 20 minutes and when I see people I need a 3 hour break until I feel like a human like I can go out but I need so long to recover from that it's not just mentally draining the energy outside of my but I can also feel it in my body I always think of the way I walk and that's even more stressing I can't be around people no matter how hard i try

 

[Thebird]

I really want to find friends and I really want to not stay inside all day but I can't
I can go 20 minutes and when I see people I need a 3 hour break until I feel like a human like I can go out but I need so long to recover from that it's not just mentally draining the energy outside of my but I can also feel it in my body I always think of the way I walk and that's even more stressing I can't be around people no matter how hard i try

Ldar

 

[𐲀 𐲢 𐲠 𐲀 𐲇 𐲰]

i go out just to feel the beautiful sun

 

[DivineBreadEnjoyer]

i go out just to feel the beautiful sun

Same. I love being in nature but not around many people and loud cars and shit

 

[Duchesse]

I really want to find friends and I really want to not stay inside all day but I can't
I can go 20 minutes and when I see people I need a 3 hour break until I feel like a human like I can go out but I need so long to recover from that it's not just mentally draining the energy outside of my but I can also feel it in my body I always think of the way I walk and that's even more stressing I can't be around people no matter how hard i try

My favorite nerd

 

[DivineBreadEnjoyer]

My favorite nerd

Is that an compliment or an insult?

 

[Duchesse]

Is that an compliment or an insult?

A compliment of course

 

[Shkypot]

I really want to find friends and I really want to not stay inside all day but I can't
I can go 20 minutes and when I see people I need a 3 hour break until I feel like a human like I can go out but I need so long to recover from that it's not just mentally draining the energy outside of my but I can also feel it in my body I always think of the way I walk and that's even more stressing I can't be around people no matter how hard i try

I feel you, idk what advice to give tbh