ascendedjuliet
Jestergooning
Today was literally perfect at first, me and the chadlite talked way more than usual and he laughed at most of my jokes, I was so happy literally I felt like I was the coolest best person ever. I go to my next class and talk to this guy who was giving me advice on how to talk to the cl, a group around me forms of like 10-11 people (4 of my friends, like 6-7 strangers) and the guy I got advice from was cheering me on then a STRANGER asked who it was, I said “oh it’s no one don’t worry about it” because I didn’t want ppl to know bc he’s popular yk? Then one of my friends SCREAMED HIS NAME SO LOUD EVERYONE IN THE CLASS TURNED AROUND, so I was like wtf? Then she got mad at me bc I was upset. Now I’m in a permanent cortisol spike bc what if someone tells him? Today was the most progress I made w him, now I feel like it’s all down the drain.