goodnight

[despair]

prolly banned by morning but ah well

i am a disgusting iredeemable person

i get off to vile things including suicide attempts and such

ive been like this for a long time, watching hardcore torture bdsm when i was 8

i larped as a femboyish thing to hide my shame and self hate, even using images where i looked especially feminine and was years younger, in hopes it would fix my issues but i ended up reverting right back to me

i already regret saying this this but ah well

i want and need help but will likely never get it, i hate that i was born like this

goodnight everyone and sorry to the people i lied/was mean to

im now going to sleep as my family wakes up so yay

 

[clingit]

Does any of it matter

 

[despair]

Does any of it matter

have you ever had post nut clarity and looked at the screen and its some foid jamming a knife in her neck

 

[clingit]

have you ever had post nut clarity and looked at the screen and its some foid jamming a knife in her neck

Porn is just as disgusting

 

[clingit]

It’s all for the same outcome does it really matter what specific material it is

 

[despair]

It’s all for the same outcome does it really matter what specific material it is

yes its fucking miserable knowing ill never be with someone who i truly like, will feel constantly alienated, and just overall weird

but i dont care about that as much as i care about the fear ill throw my life away in the future for this

 

[America]

Holy cornball

 

[clingit]

yes its fucking miserable knowing ill never be with someone who i truly like, will feel constantly alienated, and just overall weird

but i dont care about that as much as i care about the fear ill throw my life away in the future for this

Cut your dick off

 

[vivi]

have you ever had post nut clarity and looked at the screen and its some foid jamming a knife in her neck

n***a

 

[despair]

Holy cornball

i like when you mock me it makes my boy parts happy

 

[clingit]

Holy cornball

What does it matter

 

[clingit]

i like when you mock me it makes my boy parts happy

God

 

[despair]

n***a

thats what im saying

 

[vivi]

thats what im saying

No saving you force yourself into solitary confinement

 

[despair]

i have been for basicially years

No saving you force yourself into solitary confinement

 

[vivi]

i have been for basicially years

No like, you dont deserve wifi either go live in the woods

 

[despair]

No like, you dont deserve wifi either go live in the woods

i like when you mock me it makes my boy parts happy

 

[vivi]

vibe

 

[despair]

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vibe

typa shit

 

[America]

What does it matter

It doesnt. Just pointing it out