Guilt

[nervous]

I used to think I was really lonely but recently I realized how many connections I shut down before they even begin. I have people who like me and want to be around me, but I can’t even get myself to respond to them.

Why is it easier to blow people off
why am I shutting down any real attempts to improve my life
why can’t I just be normal

 

[OYASUMIAZI]

because nobody wants normal DUHH, the only connection you should accept is someone obsessing over you

 

[iluvbunnis]

I used to think I was really lonely but recently I realized how many connections I shut down before they even begin. I have people who like me and want to be around me, but I can’t even get myself to respond to them.

Why is it easier to blow people off
why am I shutting down any real attempts to improve my life
why can’t I just be normal

it’s ok u don’t have to be normal

 

[Sklub]

That’s called privilege

Use it to your advantage please

 

[nervous]

because nobody wants normal DUHH, the only connection you should accept is someone obsessing over you

I don’t think obsession is good most of the time
Only when it’s mutual. And that’s a phase long gone for me.
I don’t have any real life friends anymore. Just acquaintances. Some of them make an effort to reach out but instead of reciprocating it’s like my brain shuts off. I don’t like people

 

[nervous]

it’s ok u don’t have to be normal

It’s just hard to accept that I will never be even if I wanted to

 

[nervous]

That’s called privilege

Use it to your advantage please

yeah. I’m really thankful to be in the position that I am. I’m really blessed to be peaceful in solitude.
There is a pit in my stomach telling me I’m doing something wrong

 

[Sklub]

yeah. I’m really thankful to be in the position that I am. I’m really blessed to be peaceful in solitude.
There is a pit in my stomach telling me I’m doing something wrong

Please don’t listen to that “pit”

But I don’t know you like that so maybe you are doing something wrong

 

[OYASUMIAZI]

I don’t think obsession is good most of the time
Only when it’s mutual. And that’s a phase long gone for me.
I don’t have any real life friends anymore. Just acquaintances. Some of them make an effort to reach out but instead of reciprocating it’s like my brain shuts off. I don’t like people

pft ur loss

 

[Slut]

I used to think I was really lonely but recently I realized how many connections I shut down before they even begin. I have people who like me and want to be around me, but I can’t even get myself to respond to them.

Why is it easier to blow people off
why am I shutting down any real attempts to improve my life
why can’t I just be normal

Losers mentality

I used to struggle with it too

 

[nervous]

Please don’t listen to that “pit”

But I don’t know you like that so maybe you are doing something wrong

maybe it’s just easier to pretend that all I deserve is being miserable
I’m such a fucking loser

 

[nervous]

Losers mentality

I used to struggle with it too

how did you fix it

 

[Sklub]

maybe it’s just easier to pretend that all I deserve is being miserable
I’m such a fucking loser

No you’re not

You would’ve have gotten to where you are if you truly were a loser

Think about it your mind is directed towards great things; this isn’t something a loser would strive for

 

[Inanimate Pragmatist]

I used to think I was really lonely but recently I realized how many connections I shut down before they even begin. I have people who like me and want to be around me, but I can’t even get myself to respond to them.

Why is it easier to blow people off
why am I shutting down any real attempts to improve my life
why can’t I just be normal

A greater purpose has far more value than "people" or other sentimental beliefs.

 

[nervous]

A greater purpose has far more value than "people" or other sentimental beliefs.

I’ve been so out of touch with who I am as a person that I never found my “purpose”

 

[Inanimate Pragmatist]

I’ve been so out of touch with who I am as a person that I never found my “purpose”

Are you a woman?