help me im new member. i think my life is over

[morteza323]

hi i dont know where so i post here
im chopped person
completly fd up
most people in reddit saying im 3 or even 2

i feel my life is ruined
before that i was thought
that im 5.5 or 5 at least

but now with this comments i totally wrecked
hours and hours crying non stop
feeling weither should do gas method or jump from roof

if im 3 i feel there isnt any hope
because even with surgeries i at last will be average not good . just average.

i want to become actor and singer in future .
in current state of industry eveyone require at least 7.5 or 8
with average or below averagr face i cant even go behind the audition door

if i was 5 there might be hope but 3?
come on
commmmeee on
i thought
"ok so 1 or 2 for highly deformed problem
3 for really really fat persons or destroyed skin
4 for normal but big big flaw like trump assassin
and 5 for normal person with one or two minor flaw. yeah nose is big but its iranian signature and there are people in iran have much bigger nose than me like yousef sayadi"


before reddit i was somehow living normal life now hearing my canthel tilt is negative i see mirror and see illusion my eyes are spining
before that i was thought " hell yeah i have full lip . i have anjelina jolie lip male version"
before that i was like " oh my symmetry isnt bad im at least %65 symmetry"


im living in iran in tehran .
26yrs
178cm
76kg
except lefort and bimax i will do anything to become universally attractive .
also i have eczema
mild asthema but its years that i dont use inhaler
and in my childhood i had epilepsy but its years that i dont had any seizure

i dont want to become chad or hyper masculine . i just want to become that god damn 7.5

prople tell me "oh that part from your face is femrnine instead of masculine "
well i dont care if its masculine or femenine i want just better .
maybe androgynous path
instead of becoming more masculine
or becoming woman and doing ffs

tell me truth is there any hope or this face is completly fd up?
is my face 5 or 4 or 3?

 

[slenderpill]

horror story

 

[morteza323]

horror story

so its done and there is no hope?
f this life

 

[mus.]

the long hair doesnt suit you, your skin and eyes make you seem older

 

[KittyBreath]

hi i dont know where so i post here
im chopped person
completly fd up
most people in reddit saying im 3 or even 2

i feel my life is ruined
before that i was thought
that im 5.5 or 5 at least

but now with this comments i totally wrecked
hours and hours crying non stop
feeling weither should do gas method or jump from roof

if im 3 i feel there isnt any hope
because even with surgeries i at last will be average not good . just average.

i want to become actor and singer in future .
in current state of industry eveyone require at least 7.5 or 8
with average or below averagr face i cant even go behind the audition door

if i was 5 there might be hope but 3?
come on
commmmeee on
i thought
"ok so 1 or 2 for highly deformed problem
3 for really really fat persons or destroyed skin
4 for normal but big big flaw like trump assassin
and 5 for normal person with one or two minor flaw. yeah nose is big but its iranian signature and there are people in iran have much bigger nose than me like yousef sayadi"


before reddit i was somehow living normal life now hearing my canthel tilt is negative i see mirror and see illusion my eyes are spining
before that i was thought " hell yeah i have full lip . i have anjelina jolie lip male version"
before that i was like " oh my symmetry isnt bad im at least %65 symmetry"


im living in iran in tehran .
26yrs
178cm
76kg
except lefort and bimax i will do anything to become universally attractive .
also i have eczema
mild asthema but its years that i dont use inhaler
and in my childhood i had epilepsy but its years that i dont had any seizure

i dont want to become chad or hyper masculine . i just want to become that god damn 7.5

prople tell me "oh that part from your face is femrnine instead of masculine "
well i dont care if its masculine or femenine i want just better .
maybe androgynous path
instead of becoming more masculine
or becoming woman and doing ffs

tell me truth is there any hope or this face is completly fd up?
is my face 5 or 4 or 3?

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I'm sorry dawg i really am

 

[morteza323]

the long hair doesnt suit you, your skin and eyes make you seem older

this was 4 years ago when i sart to grow my hair .

for 20 years including 12 years until diploma i forced keep it short
12 years saying barber " hey do short haircut for school must be low so they dont expel me "

with long hair i feel much better but problem is its fuzzy and so much dry


so what you think what is my current objrctive score (just face not hair or anything else)

is it 3 or 5 ?

 

[mus.]

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this was 4 years ago when i sart to grow my hair .

for 20 years including 12 years until diploma i forced keep it short
12 years saying barber " hey do short haircut for school must be low so they dont expel me "

with long hair i feel much better but problem is its fuzzy and so much dry


so what you think what is my current objrctive score (just face not hair or anything else)

is it 3 or 5 ?

around 4 i think

 

[Dr. Disco]

CHIA CHIA

 

[P1et]

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this was 4 years ago when i sart to grow my hair .

for 20 years including 12 years until diploma i forced keep it short
12 years saying barber " hey do short haircut for school must be low so they dont expel me "

with long hair i feel much better but problem is its fuzzy and so much dry


so what you think what is my current objrctive score (just face not hair or anything else)

is it 3 or 5 ?

Looking better there

 

[ibeprofinenjoyer]

holy moly yeah it might be over

 

[morteza323]

holy moly yeah it might be over

i think i will use gas method its look much easier .

with that much hardenship in my life i always thought " yeah some refinement and one or two surgery get job done and suitable for starting point then other refinemenr in further in life"

but know i just dont get it
i really just dont get it why its so fd up face

i wish be person before knowing that im chopped and nothing would solve it

even with
eyebrow transplant
rino
mild bssos for lower jaw + genoplasty
skincare
gym
new haircut + mino %5 + fin 1mg
belpharoplasty

still there isnt any hope to become attractive

all of that hardship for nothing

then people saying " ohhhh god is kind "

well that damn god turture me since i borned to now.

what was my sin to be this much ugly while someone out there with blue eyes and good face r**e girls and other girls saying " ahhhhhh thats cute . they are wrong . i wish he sex with me "


while i as chopped person in suffering seeing iranina youngs in mahsa amini protest like nika shakarami got r***d and k!lled . get punched by some mma fkr in university because i was against some jihadi mf . hr punched into my left eye and upper part of nose . i hear some bone sounds sometimes even though 1 year passed since that incident.

i hate this life
thanks for being honest

 

[P1et]

i think i will use gas method its look much easier .

with that much hardenship in my life i always thought " yeah some refinement and one or two surgery get job done and suitable for starting point then other refinemenr in further in life"

but know i just dont get it
i really just dont get it why its so fd up face

i wish be person before knowing that im chopped and nothing would solve it

even with
eyebrow transplant
rino
mild bssos for lower jaw + genoplasty
skincare
gym
new haircut + mino %5 + fin 1mg
belpharoplasty

still there isnt any hope to become attractive

all of that hardship for nothing

then people saying " ohhhh god is kind "

well that damn god turture me since i borned to now.

what was my sin to be this much ugly while someone out there with blue eyes and good face r**e girls and other girls saying " ahhhhhh thats cute . they are wrong . i wish he sex with me "


while i as chopped person in suffering seeing iranina youngs in mahsa amini protest like nika shakarami got r***d and k!lled . get punched by some mma fkr in university because i was against some jihadi mf . hr punched into my left eye and upper part of nose . i hear some bone sounds sometimes even though 1 year passed since that incident.

i hate this life
thanks for being honest

Aint Reading allat

 

[Blackpillirony]

hi i dont know where so i post here
im chopped person
completly fd up
most people in reddit saying im 3 or even 2

i feel my life is ruined
before that i was thought
that im 5.5 or 5 at least

but now with this comments i totally wrecked
hours and hours crying non stop
feeling weither should do gas method or jump from roof

if im 3 i feel there isnt any hope
because even with surgeries i at last will be average not good . just average.

i want to become actor and singer in future .
in current state of industry eveyone require at least 7.5 or 8
with average or below averagr face i cant even go behind the audition door

if i was 5 there might be hope but 3?
come on
commmmeee on
i thought
"ok so 1 or 2 for highly deformed problem
3 for really really fat persons or destroyed skin
4 for normal but big big flaw like trump assassin
and 5 for normal person with one or two minor flaw. yeah nose is big but its iranian signature and there are people in iran have much bigger nose than me like yousef sayadi"


before reddit i was somehow living normal life now hearing my canthel tilt is negative i see mirror and see illusion my eyes are spining
before that i was thought " hell yeah i have full lip . i have anjelina jolie lip male version"
before that i was like " oh my symmetry isnt bad im at least %65 symmetry"


im living in iran in tehran .
26yrs
178cm
76kg
except lefort and bimax i will do anything to become universally attractive .
also i have eczema
mild asthema but its years that i dont use inhaler
and in my childhood i had epilepsy but its years that i dont had any seizure

i dont want to become chad or hyper masculine . i just want to become that god damn 7.5

prople tell me "oh that part from your face is femrnine instead of masculine "
well i dont care if its masculine or femenine i want just better .
maybe androgynous path
instead of becoming more masculine
or becoming woman and doing ffs

tell me truth is there any hope or this face is completly fd up?
is my face 5 or 4 or 3?

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Yeah it might be ngl, lose fat and consider chin surgery

 

[morteza323]

Yeah it might be ngl, lose fat and consider chin surgery

so what will be my score after
eyebrow transplant
rino
mild bssos for lower jaw + genoplasty
skincare
gym
new haircut + mino %5 + fin 1mg
belpharoplasty

what is current objective score?

 

[ibeprofinenjoyer]

well if u got surgeries u will ascend but it depends if u want to get them or not

 

[EvilHomer]

hi i dont know where so i post here
im chopped person
completly fd up
most people in reddit saying im 3 or even 2

i feel my life is ruined
before that i was thought
that im 5.5 or 5 at least

but now with this comments i totally wrecked
hours and hours crying non stop
feeling weither should do gas method or jump from roof

if im 3 i feel there isnt any hope
because even with surgeries i at last will be average not good . just average.

i want to become actor and singer in future .
in current state of industry eveyone require at least 7.5 or 8
with average or below averagr face i cant even go behind the audition door

if i was 5 there might be hope but 3?
come on
commmmeee on
i thought
"ok so 1 or 2 for highly deformed problem
3 for really really fat persons or destroyed skin
4 for normal but big big flaw like trump assassin
and 5 for normal person with one or two minor flaw. yeah nose is big but its iranian signature and there are people in iran have much bigger nose than me like yousef sayadi"


before reddit i was somehow living normal life now hearing my canthel tilt is negative i see mirror and see illusion my eyes are spining
before that i was thought " hell yeah i have full lip . i have anjelina jolie lip male version"
before that i was like " oh my symmetry isnt bad im at least %65 symmetry"


im living in iran in tehran .
26yrs
178cm
76kg
except lefort and bimax i will do anything to become universally attractive .
also i have eczema
mild asthema but its years that i dont use inhaler
and in my childhood i had epilepsy but its years that i dont had any seizure

i dont want to become chad or hyper masculine . i just want to become that god damn 7.5

prople tell me "oh that part from your face is femrnine instead of masculine "
well i dont care if its masculine or femenine i want just better .
maybe androgynous path
instead of becoming more masculine
or becoming woman and doing ffs

tell me truth is there any hope or this face is completly fd up?
is my face 5 or 4 or 3?

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Brudda you need to remove all of your hair and start gymmaxxing immediately. You only know if it’s over if you have at least 20 ffmi and sub 15% bf and you’re still chopped. There’s potential especially if you dissolve the fat in your cheeks

 

[Ascendmaxxer__]

hi i dont know where so i post here
im chopped person
completly fd up
most people in reddit saying im 3 or even 2

i feel my life is ruined
before that i was thought
that im 5.5 or 5 at least

but now with this comments i totally wrecked
hours and hours crying non stop
feeling weither should do gas method or jump from roof

if im 3 i feel there isnt any hope
because even with surgeries i at last will be average not good . just average.

i want to become actor and singer in future .
in current state of industry eveyone require at least 7.5 or 8
with average or below averagr face i cant even go behind the audition door

if i was 5 there might be hope but 3?
come on
commmmeee on
i thought
"ok so 1 or 2 for highly deformed problem
3 for really really fat persons or destroyed skin
4 for normal but big big flaw like trump assassin
and 5 for normal person with one or two minor flaw. yeah nose is big but its iranian signature and there are people in iran have much bigger nose than me like yousef sayadi"


before reddit i was somehow living normal life now hearing my canthel tilt is negative i see mirror and see illusion my eyes are spining
before that i was thought " hell yeah i have full lip . i have anjelina jolie lip male version"
before that i was like " oh my symmetry isnt bad im at least %65 symmetry"


im living in iran in tehran .
26yrs
178cm
76kg
except lefort and bimax i will do anything to become universally attractive .
also i have eczema
mild asthema but its years that i dont use inhaler
and in my childhood i had epilepsy but its years that i dont had any seizure

i dont want to become chad or hyper masculine . i just want to become that god damn 7.5

prople tell me "oh that part from your face is femrnine instead of masculine "
well i dont care if its masculine or femenine i want just better .
maybe androgynous path
instead of becoming more masculine
or becoming woman and doing ffs

tell me truth is there any hope or this face is completly fd up?
is my face 5 or 4 or 3?

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Hate to be the bearer of bad news but ur gonna need that double jaw surgery if you want to make it out of 5 category. Good news is that you can make alot of progress with softmaxxing since your skin, hair, and overall appeal are at such a low baseline. Don't be discouraged its not actually over for you, but it will require alot, alot of work and most likely jaw surgery.