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[jestr]

How do I get this off my mind without drugs
Im so used to using to forget
Ofc ive quit a while ago for him but I havent felt this horrible since then
I havent felt this horrible ever
Everything that happened between us ever is running back and forth through my head and I feel so gross and ugly and worthless im fucking shaking

Anyway
Give me some #w coping methods
Like literally anything I just need peace

 

[Penalizer69]

Any hobby ever except music or anything you tie back to them

 

[jestr]

Any hobby ever except music or anything you tie back to them

So no reading no writing no music no movie watching no collecting no gym no peaceful walks no cooking no sleeping no gaming no cosplay no cleaning no sports and most importantly no theatre
Great

 

[BigDihDiddy ⚦]

Go on tinder and find someone else to replace him I mean u don’t even want chad atp u seem to be attracted to absolute femboy cuck looking n*****s shouldn’t be hard at all to find

 

[jestr]

Go on tinder and find someone else to replace him I mean u don’t even want chad atp u seem to be attracted to absolute femboy cuck looking n*****s shouldn’t be hard at all to find

Im 15 why tf would I go on tinder

 

[BigDihDiddy ⚦]

Im 15 why tf would I go on tinder

Then at school or something

 

[Deleted Member 4412]

Is this about the guy u sent earlier?

 

[vespertine]

So no reading no writing no music no movie watching no collecting no gym no peaceful walks no cooking no sleeping no gaming no cosplay no cleaning no sports and most importantly no theatre
Great

torture small animals

 

[apatheia]

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Go on tinder and find someone else to replace him I mean u don’t even want chad atp u seem to be attracted to absolute femboy cuck looking n*****s shouldn’t be hard at all to find

Would not be healthy for either person in that relationship to be honest. He would just be a rebound.

 

[vespertine]

Im 15 why tf would I go on tinder

i went on tinder at 15 and kept making new accounts when they banned me. i don't do it as much anymore

 

[jestr]

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Would not be healthy for either person in that relationship to be honest. He would just be a rebound like how @ameliaisbasd seems like a rebound for this guy.

Wow thanks for that Lil hit

 

[jestr]

torture small animals

Im not a comgirl

 

[jestr]

i went on tinder at 15 and kept making new accounts when they banned me. i don't do it as much anymore

Good god why???

 

[apatheia]

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Wow thanks for that Lil hit

Sorry, I should have worded that differently.

 

[vespertine]

Good god why???

because i wanted to slam pussy, thats why

 

[jestr]

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Sorry, I should have worded that differently.

Are you nd

 

[apatheia]

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Are you nd

No, I am really sleep deprived right now though.

 

[jestr]

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No, I am really sleep deprived right now though.

Ah makes sense
Isn't it only like 12 in Quebec

 

[apatheia]

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Ah makes sense
Isn't it only like 12 in Quebec

Are you thinking of Limo8?

 

[Deleted Member 87568]

How do I get this off my mind without drugs
Im so used to using to forget
Ofc ive quit a while ago for him but I havent felt this horrible since then
I havent felt this horrible ever
Everything that happened between us ever is running back and forth through my head and I feel so gross and ugly and worthless im fucking shaking

Anyway
Give me some #w coping methods
Like literally anything I just need peace

Have you got any IRLs you can talk about this to? Better to cope with your friends than alone

 

[kifykify]

Any hobby ever except music or anything you tie back to them

Those who will spam dislike the whore on the OP because of how much attention she got from the forum at these hours

 

[Lebensmude]

How do I get this off my mind without drugs
Im so used to using to forget
Ofc ive quit a while ago for him but I havent felt this horrible since then
I havent felt this horrible ever
Everything that happened between us ever is running back and forth through my head and I feel so gross and ugly and worthless im fucking shaking

Anyway
Give me some #w coping methods
Like literally anything I just need peace

go on a drive

 

[jestr]

Maybe when he wakes up tmrw I'll just say "pinky promise you like me" and if he does I'll gaslight myself into believing it and bury it all deep deep down because if I dont bring up when hes bad then he wont leave and I dont have to be sad and its okay for me to build up stuff because I take it out on myself and not other people

 

[Lebensmude]

Maybe when he wakes up tmrw I'll just say "pinky promise you like me" and if he does I'll gaslight myself into believing it and bury it all deep deep down because if I dont bring up when hes bad then he wont leave and I dont have to be sad and its okay for me to build up stuff because I take it out on myself and not other people

are you on birth control or ssri's

 

[jestr]

go on a drive

Im 15 I domt have a license
And I cant even get one till 18 bc of suicide watchlist fuckass

 

[apatheia]

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ave you got any IRLs you can talk about this to? Better to cope with your friends than alone

@ameliaisbasd didn't you leave your friends for this guy?

 

[jestr]

are you on birth control or ssri's

I used to take birth control but I got off it recently because it makes me FAT

 

[jestr]

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@ameliaisbasd didn't you leave your friends for this guy?

Yeah :l

 

[Lebensmude]

I used to take birth control but I got off it recently because it makes me FAT

what about SSRI's

 

[jestr]

what about SSRI's

Idek wtf that is but im not on any medication if thats what that means
I dont beleive in medication

 

[jestr]

Those who will spam dislike the whore on the OP because of how much attention she got from the forum at these hours

Aww go little buddy go!! Disliking is doing something!!! Trust me!!

 

[Lebensmude]

Idek wtf that is but im not on any medication if thats what that means
I dont beleive in medication

anti-depressive medications...
If you aren't acting like this because you're on hormonal contraceptives then theres something genuinely wrong with you
little effeminate fags like your "boyfriend" run through mid whores on birth control like they're true chads because their brains are predisposed because of the insane chemical load to like them

 

[Deleted Member 87568]

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@ameliaisbasd didn't you leave your friends for this guy?

Yeah :l

Slime em all out wtf

 

[jestr]

anti-depressive medications...
If you aren't acting like this because you're on hormonal contraceptives then theres something genuinely wrong with you
little effeminate fags like your "boyfriend" run through mid whores on birth control like they're true chads because their brains are predisposed because of the insane chemical load to like them

I literally have agoraphobia, ptsd, borderline, Schizoaffective, adhd, and severe chronic depression
What isn't fucking wrong with me??
Little effeminate fags go for girls they know will take this stupid stupid stupid shit

 

[jestr]

Slime em all out wtf

I want too, badly, but I think I'll just try to like forgive him or something idk, I dont wanna lose him

 

[Lebensmude]

I literally have agoraphobia, ptsd, borderline, Schizoaffective, adhd, and severe chronic depression
What isn't fucking wrong with me??
Little effeminate fags go for girls they know will take this stupid stupid stupid shit

like usual most of a foids relationship problems come down to them selecting the worst men ever

 

[jestr]

like usual most of a foids relationship problems come down to them selecting the worst men ever

My boyfriends exs all say he was TOO clingy and lovey, he has a supportive full home, he gets all high 90s and is highest on the honor roll, he does theater and volunteers, hes friends with the whole school
He didnt seem like a shitty guy I dont know why hes only like this to me :c and when I asked him he said its "because im scared to lose you" ?????

 

[Lebensmude]

My boyfriends exs all say he was TOO clingy and lovey, he has a supportive full home, he gets all high 90s and is highest on the honor roll, he does theater and volunteers, hes friends with the whole school
He didnt seem like a shitty guy I dont know why hes only like this to me :c and when I asked him he said its "because im scared to lose you" ?????

yeah he's estrogenic and cares too much, he's neurotic
this would have been a gigantic red flag for any normal woman, because they innately know that the neuroticism can immediately turn
guys like him don't "get over" their exes, they never lose feelings.

 

[jestr]

yeah he's estrogenic and cares too much, he's neurotic
this would have been a gigantic red flag for any normal woman, because they innately know that the neuroticism can immediately turn
guys like him don't "get over" their exes, they never lose feelings.

No dont say that no dont say that no no no no no shut up no he said he didnt even really like his exs noo your wrong and you know it your just being mean

 

[Lebensmude]

No dont say that no dont say that no no no no no shut up no he said he didnt even really like his exs noo your wrong and you know it your just being mean

I was literally him for like 5 years, I've fixed my hormonal profile now and I STILL haven't gotten over my first crush because the cortisolic neurotic obsession has brainraped me into having a complex

If you're genuinely like this and this is just the type of man you like, you're going to have to find one whos never dated anyone before. Congrats being an incel chaser

 

[jestr]

I was literally him for like 5 years, I've fixed my hormonal profile now and I STILL haven't gotten over my first crush because the cortisolic neurotic obsession has brainraped me into having a complex

If you're genuinely like this and this is just the type of man you like, you're going to have to find one whos never dated anyone before. Congrats being an incel chaser

I've dated guys who've never dated anyone and they're way worse bro

 

[kifykify]

Aww go little buddy go!! Disliking is doing something!!! Trust me!!

Ye Ye that was hot
You want me to keep going, rite?

 

[kifykify]

Ye Ye that was hot
You want me to keep going, rite?

@over0 @c4st11n @Jeezy

 

[johnfkennedy]

So no reading no writing no music no movie watching no collecting no gym no peaceful walks no cooking no sleeping no gaming no cosplay no cleaning no sports and most importantly no theatre
Great

if everything reminds you of him that's probably exactly why you have to do those things to break out of that cycle. I would advise that painful memories are best endured with friends though

 

[johnfkennedy]

I've dated guys who've never dated anyone and they're way worse bro

entirely true and i have been this guy but tbh she was a virgin chaser