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its gut churning but peaceful to be me
im too mental and too ruined to do anything, and even the hopeful agree
im crazy smart but ill never get to do anytihng or be something
but atleast it makes me spontanious, im cool and i have fun
so i feel like i cant be mad about it idk? im set up to be so much but only fail, but my lives good with the absurdism i make it
i lose it all but win freewill
am i even really losing?
my rich ahh billionaire nanny put money away for me for fucking harvard doctorate
now im doing summerschool so i can use it for plastic surgery and concerts
all ill ever get to have, is what i do, and who i meet
storys dopamine and nostalgia is all i get to ammount to
but atleast its nice.
im too mental and too ruined to do anything, and even the hopeful agree
im crazy smart but ill never get to do anytihng or be something
but atleast it makes me spontanious, im cool and i have fun
so i feel like i cant be mad about it idk? im set up to be so much but only fail, but my lives good with the absurdism i make it
i lose it all but win freewill
am i even really losing?
my rich ahh billionaire nanny put money away for me for fucking harvard doctorate
now im doing summerschool so i can use it for plastic surgery and concerts
all ill ever get to have, is what i do, and who i meet
storys dopamine and nostalgia is all i get to ammount to
but atleast its nice.