I lowkey tried hitting up an foid i was seeing in December, it was nice we went on dates and then i slayed but mentally i zoned out cause somehow i started thinking about my ex aka the love of my life aka my soul mate aka my future wife aka the mother of my children so it just felt weird and i didn't want to see her again but that was lowkey just my brain farting , so i tried hitting her up recently but rightfully so she blocked me cause i did her dirty ash. She was also 26 so I knew from the beginning it wouldn't be anything permanent cause we in totally different stages of our life, still one of my better expierences