Idk if it's the correct word, but idk how achieve it, I'm trying to improve my dimorphism, but I don't want to look too masculine, and idk how have more appeal, I'm searching for a balance, the appeal can help if you are young, after that can be strange, but I don't care, I don't have both, it's there a way to obtain in any form? Surgery, drugs, whatever I need to take to look better, one example can be Cameron Hill, but achieving that can be very difficult, at this point I really don't care, just want to look better and feel better, don't being insecure about my looks for a first time