how do i fix my life? (lowk a vent) (f16)

[aspiringd0ll]

I dont know i have no goals in life and i hate myself, my nose and recessed jaw lit make me feel like a sub5 (I have to wait years for surgery considering my circumstances)
I hate myself nose it ruined my life so far Ive been bullied for the past 6 years
I feel like im failing everything im both ugly and dumb I have very mid grades, and not even my social life can save me, i have only one friend that lives hours away
I dont even know where to start I dont even know if theres anything I could fix
I just dont feel like living everything seems fucking pointless i feel too insecure to even go outside
prob not gonna kms tho I do want to see better days

 

[Shkypot]

I dont know i have no goals in life and i hate myself, my nose and recessed jaw lit make me feel like a sub5 (I have to wait years for surgery considering my circumstances)
I hate myself nose it ruined my life so far Ive been bullied for the past 6 years
I feel like im failing everything im both ugly and dumb I have very mid grades, and not even my social life can save me, i have only one friend that lives hours away
I dont even know where to start I dont even know if theres anything I could fix
I just dont feel like living everything seems fucking pointless i feel too insecure to even go outside
prob not gonna kms tho I do want to see better days

I’m so sorry to hear, hope you get better soon

 

[Kaligula567]

FIRST OF ALL CALM DOWN ITS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD YOU ARE ONLY 16 SO JUST TAKE THINGS ONE STEP AT A TIME YE YE

 

[Zynx✰]

I dont know i have no goals in life and i hate myself, my nose and recessed jaw lit make me feel like a sub5 (I have to wait years for surgery considering my circumstances)
I hate myself nose it ruined my life so far Ive been bullied for the past 6 years
I feel like im failing everything im both ugly and dumb I have very mid grades, and not even my social life can save me, i have only one friend that lives hours away
I dont even know where to start I dont even know if theres anything I could fix
I just dont feel like living everything seems fucking pointless i feel too insecure to even go outside
prob not gonna kms tho I do want to see better days

well first off you shouldn't REALLY stress, grades can always be improved just start somewhere.

What is the specific problem with your nose? I assume it'd be protrusion due to you saying recessed jaw.

 

[Blackpillirony]

I dont know i have no goals in life and i hate myself, my nose and recessed jaw lit make me feel like a sub5 (I have to wait years for surgery considering my circumstances)
I hate myself nose it ruined my life so far Ive been bullied for the past 6 years
I feel like im failing everything im both ugly and dumb I have very mid grades, and not even my social life can save me, i have only one friend that lives hours away
I dont even know where to start I dont even know if theres anything I could fix
I just dont feel like living everything seems fucking pointless i feel too insecure to even go outside
prob not gonna kms tho I do want to see better days

Wrong subsection to post this to

 

[A_ron_koolaidcom]

Wrong subsection to post this to

n***a lost his empathy

 

[Zynx✰]

Wrong subsection to post this to

fixing your life is looksmaxing bud, she brought up her flaws which can be interpreted as looksmax

 

[Blackpillirony]

fixing your life is looksmaxing bud, she brought up her flaws which can be interpreted as looksmax

Bro what do you want me to say ? There's nothing to say for this "LM question"

 

[Zynx✰]

Bro what do you want me to say ? There's nothing to say for this "LM question"

dnr n****r move along with the thread scrolling

 

[twinkdestroyer]

Bro what do you want me to say ? There's nothing to say for this "LM question"

holy cage

 

[unknownturk1c]

I dont know i have no goals in life and i hate myself, my nose and recessed jaw lit make me feel like a sub5 (I have to wait years for surgery considering my circumstances)
I hate myself nose it ruined my life so far Ive been bullied for the past 6 years
I feel like im failing everything im both ugly and dumb I have very mid grades, and not even my social life can save me, i have only one friend that lives hours away
I dont even know where to start I dont even know if theres anything I could fix
I just dont feel like living everything seems fucking pointless i feel too insecure to even go outside
prob not gonna kms tho I do want to see better days

If it's worth anything, I do not live because I see any point in living either, I genuinely don't. Living is fucking boring when there is nothing to cherish.

Like you, I just live to see better days ahead, with all that hope, thinking one day I'll land on all fours like a cat, successful.

Isn't that life is all about anyway? Hoping one day we came on top of everything we struggled.

Anyways, hope you get better, I truly wish that, you need to talk? There are always people here, words do not heal the past but it gives some clarity and sensation of you're not the only one who struggles.

With a little bit of determination and trying, no matter how long it takes, there is nothing we cannot accomplish.

 

[Moisty]

I dont know i have no goals in life and i hate myself, my nose and recessed jaw lit make me feel like a sub5 (I have to wait years for surgery considering my circumstances)
I hate myself nose it ruined my life so far Ive been bullied for the past 6 years
I feel like im failing everything im both ugly and dumb I have very mid grades, and not even my social life can save me, i have only one friend that lives hours away
I dont even know where to start I dont even know if theres anything I could fix
I just dont feel like living everything seems fucking pointless i feel too insecure to even go outside
prob not gonna kms tho I do want to see better days

Ayë, I'll be your friend, life lowkey sucks but we still gotta keep pushin

 

[aspiringd0ll]

FIRST OF ALL CALM DOWN ITS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD YOU ARE ONLY 16 SO JUST TAKE THINGS ONE STEP AT A TIME YE YE

i know but i feel like ahh knowing people my age are succesful or at least slightly passionate abt something and soon enough im finishing high school and im only good at 12 hour screen time and 12 hours of sleep at least if i was studying something like stem but im specialising in history and geography in hs cause i was failing stem but i still hate these with a passion, and rn i just dont see what i could study later on esp since im bad at everything
i could js get a job of course but i feel that my options are limited

 

[aspiringd0ll]

well first off you shouldn't REALLY stress, grades can always be improved just start somewhere.

What is the specific problem with your nose? I assume it'd be protrusion due to you saying recessed jaw.

yea its very disproportionate, its long, crooked and hooked (the tip goes downwards)

 

[unknownturk1c]

i know but i feel like ahh knowing people my age are succesful or at least slightly passionate abt something and soon enough im finishing high school and im only good at 12 hour screen time and 12 hours of sleep at least if i was studying something like stem but im specialising in history and geography in hs cause i was failing stem but i still hate these with a passion, and rn i just dont see what i could study later on esp since im bad at everything
i could js get a job of course but i feel that my options are limited

I was like that in high school as well, everything kind of went down the hill after graduation, university preparation and all, somehow managed it all together, took me a very long time and hard work of course.

I thought I ain't making it to the end of the high school, I was a really quiet kid as well meaning I had little to no social life and friends (still don't lmao) but now I'm 19 and still trying to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

And most people honestly don't go for university/college after high school, some work in jobs for a while to get the hang of 'life' and understand it more but we all learn somehow so take all the time you need, It would've been significantly depressing if I just jumped into university/college life like that after just finishing high school what felt like FOREVER.

 

[Zynx✰]

yea its very disproportionate, its long, crooked and hooked (the tip goes downwards)

pretty sure you can get filler for the during the meantime, check into it actually I will, give me a second.

 

[holytruecoper]

I dont know i have no goals in life and i hate myself, my nose and recessed jaw lit make me feel like a sub5 (I have to wait years for surgery considering my circumstances)
I hate myself nose it ruined my life so far Ive been bullied for the past 6 years
I feel like im failing everything im both ugly and dumb I have very mid grades, and not even my social life can save me, i have only one friend that lives hours away
I dont even know where to start I dont even know if theres anything I could fix
I just dont feel like living everything seems fucking pointless i feel too insecure to even go outside
prob not gonna kms tho I do want to see better days

im sorry.

 

[aspiringd0ll]

pretty sure you can get filler for the during the meantime, check into it actually I will, give me a second.

I did look into it in the past, but all it does is add volume, and yes it works for smaller bumps but my nose is huge from the side so all it does is make it bigger (I tried editing it). I probably didnt explain it well enough before so mb

 

[limo8]

I mean if you want to change do so if not you can rot here for some time

 

[aspiringd0ll]

I mean if you want to change do so if not you can rot here for some time

Yea i want to i js dont know what to do

 

[unknownturk1c]

Yea i want to i js dont know what to do

I mean, who does?

Everyone figures something out eventually, just a little bit of motivation... all it takes.

 

[KayKayluvme]

I dont know i have no goals in life and i hate myself, my nose and recessed jaw lit make me feel like a sub5 (I have to wait years for surgery considering my circumstances)
I hate myself nose it ruined my life so far Ive been bullied for the past 6 years
I feel like im failing everything im both ugly and dumb I have very mid grades, and not even my social life can save me, i have only one friend that lives hours away
I dont even know where to start I dont even know if theres anything I could fix
I just dont feel like living everything seems fucking pointless i feel too insecure to even go outside
prob not gonna kms tho I do want to see better days

#1 Start by stop gaf abt what other ppl say abt u bc if someone has the time to go out they way to tlk shi abt u to ur face is weirdo behavior , offing urself ain gon do nun for u but put u into the pits of hell , workout girl , do Pilates , join a team girl u & I the same age its not the end of the world if u don't want ur life give it to Jesus Christ , if u wanna txt me im here , i hope u get better but it rlly jus sounds like u need to heal mentally and spiritually and work ur way up.

 

[homiespidy]

I dont know i have no goals in life and i hate myself, my nose and recessed jaw lit make me feel like a sub5 (I have to wait years for surgery considering my circumstances)
I hate myself nose it ruined my life so far Ive been bullied for the past 6 years
I feel like im failing everything im both ugly and dumb I have very mid grades, and not even my social life can save me, i have only one friend that lives hours away
I dont even know where to start I dont even know if theres anything I could fix
I just dont feel like living everything seems fucking pointless i feel too insecure to even go outside
prob not gonna kms tho I do want to see better days

dnr, give solution