Serious How do I forgive my parents?

[WhyTreatMeThisWay]

I'll soon be seeing a maxillofacial surgeon to find out how severe my hyperplasia / bone resorption is under the lopsided masseters. I'll probably need cock and ball-torture under general anaesthesia, just to fucking look more symmetrical and still be sub5.

All this because my poor-ass bumfuck balkan parents gave 0 fucks about my dental health as a retarded toddler, same way they didnt give a shit about theirs. By some cosmic grace they managed to not completely fuck over their first two children. (only me) Now they're 50 and my mom has 0 teeth whilst my dad still has like 10 rotting, black, disfigured, sewershit-odoured things hanging on.

At 23 years of age I've not had one single photo of me taken with a smile, not fucking one, the face that is supposedly mine for the rest of my miserable life, has never been caught rocking a smirk EVER!

Now I have to try my damned best to not jump out from my 10th story window, - all because at 6 years old in my infinite wisdom - I found my nightly braces uncomfortable and refused to wear them ONCE. End of fucking story, 6 year old bossboy didnt like it once and the matter was pushed no further than that. Braces got binned after a week of abandonment and my dental health forever forgotten about.

How the fuck could I not blame them?
For giving me, as a toddler coke and pepsi in my baby-bottle.
For the sheer anguish i had to endure having shark teeth for the first fucking half of my entire lifespan so far. The entirety of my developing years.
For the bimonthly toothache that; according to my parents was: - completely normal, and something they, were already very accustomed to. Even though it was fucking radiating up to my temples and i had to physically push against my face with foreign objects to momentarily ease my pain. For the fact that I'll have TMJ and severe tinnitus for the entire rest of my days, as well as everything that comes with a recessed maxilla, as well as growing up being mentally abused by my peers.
For the fact that as a preschooler my favorite lullaby became repeating the phrase "i want to die" whilst crying myself to sleep.
What the fuck am I supposed to do except become a fucking mass-murderer at this point and write a manifesto scapegoating god for giving me low-iq parents?

 

[dolphinn]

They are still your parents. I understand your perspective though and why u are mad. U pushed through all of that. Its in the past don’t let it bring ur life down still

 

[Ghoultune]

You don’t have to

 

[EmyrGriphuid]

I'll soon be seeing a maxillofacial surgeon to find out how severe my hyperplasia / bone resorption is under the lopsided masseters. I'll probably need cock and ball-torture under general anaesthesia, just to fucking look more symmetrical and still be sub5.

All this because my poor-ass bumfuck balkan parents gave 0 fucks about my dental health as a retarded toddler, same way they didnt give a shit about theirs. By some cosmic grace they managed to not completely fuck over their first two children. (only me) Now they're 50 and my mom has 0 teeth whilst my dad still has like 10 rotting, black, disfigured, sewershit-odoured things hanging on.

At 23 years of age I've not had one single photo of me taken with a smile, not fucking one, the face that is supposedly mine for the rest of my miserable life, has never been caught rocking a smirk EVER!

Now I have to try my damned best to not jump out from my 10th story window, - all because at 6 years old in my infinite wisdom - I found my nightly braces uncomfortable and refused to wear them ONCE. End of fucking story, 6 year old bossboy didnt like it once and the matter was pushed no further than that. Braces got binned after a week of abandonment and my dental health forever forgotten about.

How the fuck could I not blame them?
For giving me, as a toddler coke and pepsi in my baby-bottle.
For the sheer anguish i had to endure having shark teeth for the first fucking half of my entire lifespan so far. The entirety of my developing years.
For the bimonthly toothache that; according to my parents was: - completely normal, and something they, were already very accustomed to. Even though it was fucking radiating up to my temples and i had to physically push against my face with foreign objects to momentarily ease my pain. For the fact that I'll have TMJ and severe tinnitus for the entire rest of my days, as well as everything that comes with a recessed maxilla, as well as growing up being mentally abused by my peers.
For the fact that as a preschooler my favorite lullaby became repeating the phrase "i want to die" whilst crying myself to sleep.
What the fuck am I supposed to do except become a fucking mass-murderer at this point and write a manifesto scapegoating god for giving me low-iq parents?

There is no love for one whomst has wronged thee, without, prithee, to a transcendant aspect.

 

[AdamcantCOOMtheory]

Why forgive them?

 

[Bluetooth]

just because theyre your parents doesnt mean you own them forgiveness

 

[gooning2u67]

I'll soon be seeing a maxillofacial surgeon to find out how severe my hyperplasia / bone resorption is under the lopsided masseters. I'll probably need cock and ball-torture under general anaesthesia, just to fucking look more symmetrical and still be sub5.

All this because my poor-ass bumfuck balkan parents gave 0 fucks about my dental health as a retarded toddler, same way they didnt give a shit about theirs. By some cosmic grace they managed to not completely fuck over their first two children. (only me) Now they're 50 and my mom has 0 teeth whilst my dad still has like 10 rotting, black, disfigured, sewershit-odoured things hanging on.

At 23 years of age I've not had one single photo of me taken with a smile, not fucking one, the face that is supposedly mine for the rest of my miserable life, has never been caught rocking a smirk EVER!

Now I have to try my damned best to not jump out from my 10th story window, - all because at 6 years old in my infinite wisdom - I found my nightly braces uncomfortable and refused to wear them ONCE. End of fucking story, 6 year old bossboy didnt like it once and the matter was pushed no further than that. Braces got binned after a week of abandonment and my dental health forever forgotten about.

How the fuck could I not blame them?
For giving me, as a toddler coke and pepsi in my baby-bottle.
For the sheer anguish i had to endure having shark teeth for the first fucking half of my entire lifespan so far. The entirety of my developing years.
For the bimonthly toothache that; according to my parents was: - completely normal, and something they, were already very accustomed to. Even though it was fucking radiating up to my temples and i had to physically push against my face with foreign objects to momentarily ease my pain. For the fact that I'll have TMJ and severe tinnitus for the entire rest of my days, as well as everything that comes with a recessed maxilla, as well as growing up being mentally abused by my peers.
For the fact that as a preschooler my favorite lullaby became repeating the phrase "i want to die" whilst crying myself to sleep.
What the fuck am I supposed to do except become a fucking mass-murderer at this point and write a manifesto scapegoating god for giving me low-iq parents?

Blame is a shackle, and rage is a gasoline. If you bathe in it long enough you'll ignite yourself

The trick is simple really, use both as fuel push yourself forward.

 

[collagen]

fight ur dad

 

[Hyaluronic]

Posts like these make regular ltns appreciate their lives

 

[collagen]

Posts like these make regular ltns appreciate their lives

true

 

[Starlet]

Try to forgive in the sense of letting go of the anger for your own sake and that should be easier once you get your teeth fixed. Forgiveness doesn’t necessarily have to have anything to do with them and you could totally never associate with them again if you want. If it’s just from stupidity maybe you can sympathize with that but if it’s just neglect then that’s different

 

[pokeluv]

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[rickydickydoodahgrimes]

I'll soon be seeing a maxillofacial surgeon to find out how severe my hyperplasia / bone resorption is under the lopsided masseters. I'll probably need cock and ball-torture under general anaesthesia, just to fucking look more symmetrical and still be sub5.

All this because my poor-ass bumfuck balkan parents gave 0 fucks about my dental health as a retarded toddler, same way they didnt give a shit about theirs. By some cosmic grace they managed to not completely fuck over their first two children. (only me) Now they're 50 and my mom has 0 teeth whilst my dad still has like 10 rotting, black, disfigured, sewershit-odoured things hanging on.

At 23 years of age I've not had one single photo of me taken with a smile, not fucking one, the face that is supposedly mine for the rest of my miserable life, has never been caught rocking a smirk EVER!

Now I have to try my damned best to not jump out from my 10th story window, - all because at 6 years old in my infinite wisdom - I found my nightly braces uncomfortable and refused to wear them ONCE. End of fucking story, 6 year old bossboy didnt like it once and the matter was pushed no further than that. Braces got binned after a week of abandonment and my dental health forever forgotten about.

How the fuck could I not blame them?
For giving me, as a toddler coke and pepsi in my baby-bottle.
For the sheer anguish i had to endure having shark teeth for the first fucking half of my entire lifespan so far. The entirety of my developing years.
For the bimonthly toothache that; according to my parents was: - completely normal, and something they, were already very accustomed to. Even though it was fucking radiating up to my temples and i had to physically push against my face with foreign objects to momentarily ease my pain. For the fact that I'll have TMJ and severe tinnitus for the entire rest of my days, as well as everything that comes with a recessed maxilla, as well as growing up being mentally abused by my peers.
For the fact that as a preschooler my favorite lullaby became repeating the phrase "i want to die" whilst crying myself to sleep.
What the fuck am I supposed to do except become a fucking mass-murderer at this point and write a manifesto scapegoating god for giving me low-iq parents?

that is straight up neglect, its a form of abuse that is overlooked and downplayed by many. Whilst u don't have to forgive them, due to their own dental health being poor they probably were simply ill-educated on dental health and unfortunately u suffered as a result. Go to therapy so u can work thru it and then see if u want to forgive them afterwards

 

[Hyaluronic]

that is straight up neglect, its a form of abuse that is overlooked and downplayed by many. Whilst u don't have to forgive them, due to their own dental health being poor they probably were simply ill-educated on dental health and unfortunately u suffered as a result. Go to therapy so u can work thru it and then see if u want to forgive them afterwards

If your parents had somewhat shit genes and you were born slightly unnatractive (lltbish) but with pretty much unfixable falio, would you consider it neglection? (Also, the family would be extremely average in terms of socioeconomic status and other similar things).

 

[rickydickydoodahgrimes]

If your parents had somewhat shit genes and you were born slightly unnatractive (lltbish) but with pretty much unfixable falio, would you consider it neglection? (Also, the family would be extremely average in terms of socioeconomic status and other similar things).

no, the guy said that their parents didn't push them to look after their teeth and actively gave them sugar filled drinks which caused their teeth to rot inside their head at age six which caused lots of psychological stress which was not adequately addressed. Ignorance doesn't make neglect (or any other forms of abuse) ok.
Also i was born fugly i had to work insanely hard to get to this point.

 

[Hyaluronic]

no, the guy said that their parents didn't push them to look after their teeth and actively gave them sugar filled drinks which caused their teeth to rot inside their head at age six which caused lots of psychological stress which was not adequately addressed. Ignorance doesn't make neglect (or any other forms of abuse) ok.
Also i was born fugly i had to work insanely hard to get to this point.

Do you have pre ascension pictures

 

[rickydickydoodahgrimes]

Do you have pre ascension pictures

i will have a look, i never rlly took pics of myself cos i hated myself so they will be shit in quality if i do find any sorry in advance

 

[Hyaluronic]

i will have a look, i never rlly took pics of myself cos i hated myself so they will be shit in quality if i do find any sorry in advance

Fair enough. If you don’t find them just tell me what you got. Your base looks pretty decent so you either got surgeries (which Im curious about) or just basic normie softmaxxing and nothing crazy like you’re saying

 

[Randim]

sorry to hear that. hopefully, things will get better for you

 

[rickydickydoodahgrimes]

Fair enough. If you don’t find them just tell me what you got. Your base looks pretty decent so you either got surgeries (which Im curious about) or just basic normie softmaxxing and nothing crazy like you’re saying

no surgery yet, planning on getting a tiny bit of filler in the nasolabial folds n lips, also i got braces an elsatics which has addressed the fucked teeth and got the overbite down from 12cm to 6cm

 

[Hyaluronic]

no surgery yet, planning on getting a tiny bit of filler in the nasolabial folds n lips, also i got braces an elsatics which has addressed the fucked teeth and got the overbite down from 12cm to 6cm

12 cm overbite? Did you eat radium so your mandible fell off?

 

[Hyaluronic]

no surgery yet, planning on getting a tiny bit of filler in the nasolabial folds n lips, also i got braces an elsatics which has addressed the fucked teeth and got the overbite down from 12cm to 6cm

Can you post side aswell, Im curious how a 6 mm overbite looks on a foid

 

[rickydickydoodahgrimes]

12 cm overbite? Did you eat radium so your mandible fell off?

mm shit mb, im like half functioning its been a long day of assessments forgive me

 

[Hyaluronic]

mm shit mb, im like half functioning its been a long day of assessments forgive me

You’re good Im just jesterin

 

[rickydickydoodahgrimes]

Can you post side aswell, Im curious how a 6 mm overbite looks on a foid

this was just about two years ago now

this is now (no makeup so its fair)

current side-profile (ik it's fucked im working on it)

 

[Hyaluronic]

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this was just about two years ago now
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this is now (no makeup so its fair)
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current side-profile (ik it's fucked im working on it)

Holy fuck you look so autistic in that first pic jfl

 

[rickydickydoodahgrimes]

Holy fuck you look so autistic in that first pic jfl

i did say it was bad for some rsn ppl always doubt it when i say that

 

[Hyaluronic]

i did say it was bad for some rsn ppl always doubt it when i say that

You didn’t look ugly, you looked sped

 

[rickydickydoodahgrimes]

You didn’t look ugly, you looked sped

i mean i wasn't a pretty sped tho was i so defo a bit ugly at the very least

 

[Hyaluronic]

i mean i wasn't a pretty sped tho was i so defo a bit ugly at the very least

A bit below average, not repulsive ugly type

 

[rickydickydoodahgrimes]

A bit below average, not repulsive ugly type

i was also super thin cos i had a bit of an ed at that time, so i had the body of a malnourished twelve year old boy at like 15 when everyone else started to acc look like girls so that was also a huge factor in why i was defo ugly

 

[Hyaluronic]

i was also super thin cos i had a bit of an ed at that time, so i had the body of a malnourished twelve year old boy at like 15 when everyone else started to acc look like girls so that was also a huge factor in why i was defo ugly

Fair enough, hope you’re not eding now

 

[GodOfNature]

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lmao u look like bowling pin

 

[Deleted Member 85367]

I'll soon be seeing a maxillofacial surgeon to find out how severe my hyperplasia / bone resorption is under the lopsided masseters. I'll probably need cock and ball-torture under general anaesthesia, just to fucking look more symmetrical and still be sub5.

All this because my poor-ass bumfuck balkan parents gave 0 fucks about my dental health as a retarded toddler, same way they didnt give a shit about theirs. By some cosmic grace they managed to not completely fuck over their first two children. (only me) Now they're 50 and my mom has 0 teeth whilst my dad still has like 10 rotting, black, disfigured, sewershit-odoured things hanging on.

At 23 years of age I've not had one single photo of me taken with a smile, not fucking one, the face that is supposedly mine for the rest of my miserable life, has never been caught rocking a smirk EVER!

Now I have to try my damned best to not jump out from my 10th story window, - all because at 6 years old in my infinite wisdom - I found my nightly braces uncomfortable and refused to wear them ONCE. End of fucking story, 6 year old bossboy didnt like it once and the matter was pushed no further than that. Braces got binned after a week of abandonment and my dental health forever forgotten about.

How the fuck could I not blame them?
For giving me, as a toddler coke and pepsi in my baby-bottle.
For the sheer anguish i had to endure having shark teeth for the first fucking half of my entire lifespan so far. The entirety of my developing years.
For the bimonthly toothache that; according to my parents was: - completely normal, and something they, were already very accustomed to. Even though it was fucking radiating up to my temples and i had to physically push against my face with foreign objects to momentarily ease my pain. For the fact that I'll have TMJ and severe tinnitus for the entire rest of my days, as well as everything that comes with a recessed maxilla, as well as growing up being mentally abused by my peers.
For the fact that as a preschooler my favorite lullaby became repeating the phrase "i want to die" whilst crying myself to sleep.
What the fuck am I supposed to do except become a fucking mass-murderer at this point and write a manifesto scapegoating god for giving me low-iq parents?

You can hate them all you want buy its not gonna change the fact that theyre retarded and your teeth still look like toothpicks. Repair your teeth and go on with your life