JFL How do people deal with being invisible?

[asasa]

I constantly feel invisible. Every day im trying to wake up and feel good. I cant,i feel emptiness. I rarely feel joy or any happiness whatsoever. All i ever do is just put on a mask whenever i go outside. It has been weighing me down since my 11th birthday. I go out with my so called "friends" only for them to talk within their circle. Im always left behind. I always was put down. I have no male ego whatsoever. I dont seek affection anymore from anybody. I dont feel love. Not even from my parents. I dont know how to deal with it. I feel like everyone around me is alive but me. I am moderatly okay okay-ish looking. I have a good sense of humor. But that doesnt change a thing. Its been very depressing the last couple of years. Does anybody relate? Or is it just me.

 

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All i ever do is just put on a mask whenever i go outside.

this n***a puts on a mask to

Stop being a boring f****t

 

[Thebird]

I constantly feel invisible. Every day im trying to wake up and feel good. I cant,i feel emptiness. I rarely feel joy or any happiness whatsoever. All i ever do is just put on a mask whenever i go outside. It has been weighing me down since my 11th birthday. I go out with my so called "friends" only for them to talk within their circle. Im always left behind. I always was put down. I have no male ego whatsoever. I dont seek affection anymore from anybody. I dont feel love. Not even from my parents. I dont know how to deal with it. I feel like everyone around me is alive but me. I am moderatly okay okay-ish looking. I have a good sense of humor. But that doesnt change a thing. Its been very depressing the last couple of years. Does anybody relate? Or is it just me.

They

 

[asasa]

this n***a puts on a mask to
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Stop being a boring f****t

n*****s can never express their feelings on here

 

[looksmaxxer132]

just become morbidly obese and it will be impossible for you to be invisible

 

[tonisworld]

I constantly feel invisible. Every day im trying to wake up and feel good. I cant,i feel emptiness. I rarely feel joy or any happiness whatsoever. All i ever do is just put on a mask whenever i go outside. It has been weighing me down since my 11th birthday. I go out with my so called "friends" only for them to talk within their circle. Im always left behind. I always was put down. I have no male ego whatsoever. I dont seek affection anymore from anybody. I dont feel love. Not even from my parents. I dont know how to deal with it. I feel like everyone around me is alive but me. I am moderatly okay okay-ish looking. I have a good sense of humor. But that doesnt change a thing. Its been very depressing the last couple of years. Does anybody relate? Or is it just me.

Why you feel invisible

 

[Goev]

I constantly feel invisible. Every day im trying to wake up and feel good. I cant,i feel emptiness. I rarely feel joy or any happiness whatsoever. All i ever do is just put on a mask whenever i go outside. It has been weighing me down since my 11th birthday. I go out with my so called "friends" only for them to talk within their circle. Im always left behind. I always was put down. I have no male ego whatsoever. I dont seek affection anymore from anybody. I dont feel love. Not even from my parents. I dont know how to deal with it. I feel like everyone around me is alive but me. I am moderatly okay okay-ish looking. I have a good sense of humor. But that doesnt change a thing. Its been very depressing the last couple of years. Does anybody relate? Or is it just me.

i thought u had superpowers for a moment

 

[Goev]

we can chat if u want

 

[Inanimate Pragmatist]

I constantly feel invisible. Every day im trying to wake up and feel good. I cant,i feel emptiness. I rarely feel joy or any happiness whatsoever. All i ever do is just put on a mask whenever i go outside. It has been weighing me down since my 11th birthday. I go out with my so called "friends" only for them to talk within their circle. Im always left behind. I always was put down. I have no male ego whatsoever. I dont seek affection anymore from anybody. I dont feel love. Not even from my parents. I dont know how to deal with it. I feel like everyone around me is alive but me. I am moderatly okay okay-ish looking. I have a good sense of humor. But that doesnt change a thing. Its been very depressing the last couple of years. Does anybody relate? Or is it just me.

You are built to be stoic or not. The sooner you let go of naive motives of being accepted by humanimals, the sooner you care less and more about your own will.

 

[Goev]

You are built to be stoic or not. The sooner you let go of naive motives of being accepted by humanimals, the sooner you care less and more about your own will.

there for i am

 

[asasa]

Why you feel invisible

explained in the thread

 

[Inanimate Pragmatist]

there for i am

Cannot be if you can barely think without your second head constantly doing the thinking for you.

 

[tonisworld]

explained in the thread

Okay, If your friends leave you out, have you ever thoight of talking to them about it? Also with your parents. Have you tried talking to them?

 

[Goev]

Cannot be if you can barely think without your second head constantly doing the thinking for you.

city boiiiiiii

 

[asasa]

You are built to be stoic or not. The sooner you let go of naive motives of being accepted by humanimals, the sooner you care less and more about your own will.

Not even about people,I have felt empty for a long time and i dont know what to do about it. When i talk to other people about it its either they dont understand or just dont help,i consulted with a doctor about this. I got dysthymia so i guess it makes sense

 

[asasa]

Okay, If your friends leave you out, have you ever thoight of talking to them about it? Also with your parents. Have you tried talking to them?

A lot of times and it didnt change a thing for me

 

[Inanimate Pragmatist]

Not even about people,I have felt empty for a long time and i dont know what to do about it. When i talk to other people about it its either they dont understand or just dont help,i consulted with a doctor about this. I got dysthymia so i guess it makes sense

Empty, or repressed or not given a reason to feel? I think that is to be brought up. Do you have friends? A woman? Job? Hobbies? A motive?

 

[asasa]

Empty, or repressed or not given a reason to feel? I think that is to be brought up. Do you have friends? A woman? Job? Hobbies? A motive?

Uh yeah kind of like emotional numbness.
I am aquainted with many people at my school but u wouldnt call neither of them friends. I had a woman once,did the grave mistake of breaking up with her over stupid things and i hated myself for that for over 2 years. As for hobbies i swim a lot,i won some tournaments back in my home country. I also started going to the gym as of today so i guess it could be a coping method. No motive whatsoever.

 

[insomnia]

1. Your friends aren’t really your friends.
2. That’s just the way you are man, do you really hate it, or you just think that you should hate it because you don’t fit in with others? Why should you act as someone else just to please others?

 

[asasa]

1. Your friends aren’t really your friends.
2. That’s just the way you are man, do you really hate it, or you just think that you should hate it because you don’t fit in with others? Why should you act as someone else just to please others?

I partially hate it myself and partially that i dont fit in with the others. sometimes i like being in my own space but man it hurts not being able to fit in. not be able to have a great childhood etc etc
although you do have a great point

 

[insomnia]

I partially hate it myself and partially that i dont fit in with the others. sometimes i like being in my own space but man it hurts not being able to fit in. not be able to have a great childhood etc etc
although you do have a great point

I’m in the same boat as you (kind of). What I did was I took a look at the things that I do, and most importantly, why I actually do them. Then I realised that I don’t really like going out with others, and that I don’t really like or care about most things that I thought I liked (for example relationships, they were never my thing, I just got into that stuff because others did, and I thought I was supposed to like it)

 

[asasa]

I’m in the same boat as you (kind of). What I did was I took a look at the things that I do, and most importantly, why I actually do them. Then I realised that I don’t really like going out with others, and that I don’t really like or care about most things that I thought I liked (for example relationships, they were never my thing, I just got into that stuff because others did, and I thought I was supposed to like it)

I will follow through on your advice.
thank you for talking to me about it ; )

 

[syrian_lily141]

I constantly feel invisible. Every day im trying to wake up and feel good. I cant,i feel emptiness. I rarely feel joy or any happiness whatsoever. All i ever do is just put on a mask whenever i go outside. It has been weighing me down since my 11th birthday. I go out with my so called "friends" only for them to talk within their circle. Im always left behind. I always was put down. I have no male ego whatsoever. I dont seek affection anymore from anybody. I dont feel love. Not even from my parents. I dont know how to deal with it. I feel like everyone around me is alive but me. I am moderatly okay okay-ish looking. I have a good sense of humor. But that doesnt change a thing. Its been very depressing the last couple of years. Does anybody relate? Or is it just me.

i just stay silent, but at home i talk with my online friends on call