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title, yeah so nothing bp related in my life jfl (not currently)
I couldn't care about girls, haven't actually talked to one in almost a year.
I'm popular in school, everyone respects me, got aura, class average all around is 95% and I don't focus or study at all.
They know i'm pretty smart and have lots of knowledge across all boards, not just drugs and "looksmaxing"
Not a manlet, frame mogs literally everyone I've seen my age in person.
Learned a lot and went through many experiences discovering "looksmaxing" such as watching gore on a daily and laughing at it jfl won't list other things because there pretty bad.
I'm above average in all aspects of being a teenager except girls and dating.
Why do I still feel like utter shit? like beyond "I don't like myself" like to the point of contemplating if I should end my life or abuse drugs till I die, some of the shit I built up doing over the years is honestly very shocking, clenching the living fuck out my jaw till it bleeds sometimes just because someone walked up to me/a girl close to me.
I think it's beyond over for me mentally wise.
Thoughts? describe me in 1 sentence if possible, I would like to see your thoughts.
I couldn't care about girls, haven't actually talked to one in almost a year.
I'm popular in school, everyone respects me, got aura, class average all around is 95% and I don't focus or study at all.
They know i'm pretty smart and have lots of knowledge across all boards, not just drugs and "looksmaxing"
Not a manlet, frame mogs literally everyone I've seen my age in person.
Learned a lot and went through many experiences discovering "looksmaxing" such as watching gore on a daily and laughing at it jfl won't list other things because there pretty bad.
I'm above average in all aspects of being a teenager except girls and dating.
Why do I still feel like utter shit? like beyond "I don't like myself" like to the point of contemplating if I should end my life or abuse drugs till I die, some of the shit I built up doing over the years is honestly very shocking, clenching the living fuck out my jaw till it bleeds sometimes just because someone walked up to me/a girl close to me.
I think it's beyond over for me mentally wise.
Thoughts? describe me in 1 sentence if possible, I would like to see your thoughts.