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My father and mother are separate.
I can't visit my father.
And my mother become hostile it I show too much affection to her or stay too long physically close to her.
So I remain far from my parents.
I had been, in my whole life, for less then 3 months total with my father, and I am 21.
All the other family holidays were passed in toxic family gatherings (without my father) where my mother would always cry and my grandmother would gossip poorly and so on. I had never had a non sad or threatening holiday with someone. I am only not completely alone by myself because I am economically depended.
I can't visit my father.
And my mother become hostile it I show too much affection to her or stay too long physically close to her.
So I remain far from my parents.
I had been, in my whole life, for less then 3 months total with my father, and I am 21.
All the other family holidays were passed in toxic family gatherings (without my father) where my mother would always cry and my grandmother would gossip poorly and so on. I had never had a non sad or threatening holiday with someone. I am only not completely alone by myself because I am economically depended.