I used to want a wife that would cuckold me with lots of black guys but as I got older I realized I would be even happier by becoming a sissy girl and letting them just fuck me instead. I realized I could be the slutty girl. I was never very manly anyway and my dick is so small they might not even notice I’m not a biological girl. I’ve always been sensitive and unmanly so I decided to just go with it and focus on increasing my femininity even more and eliminate any somewhat masculine traits. I’ve learned to dress in only super girly clothes like lingerie, dresses, stockings, high heels nothing a man would ever wear. I spend 2 hours every morning making sure my makeup is perfect and I grew my hair out and had it styled in a very feminine way but I really want really long pigtails. My friends and family disowned me for becoming a girl but it’s worth it because every where I go in the hood black men notice me. My first experience was in a Walmart parking lot. 2 black men spotted me and started saying things like damn girl come over here. I was nervous but I really wanted to so I walked over to their truck. They was like damn girl you ever had some black cock. I lied and said I was a total slut for black cocks. They told me to get in their truck. I don’t think they were gonna give me a choice at this point because they shove me inside and slam the door. I’m in the middle of a single cab truck and they get in on either side of me. One sits in the driver seat and pulls his cock out and tells me to suck it now. I kinda hesitated and he grabbed the back of my head and pulled me down to his cock. He said to start sucking his cock or he was going to make me. This turned me on so much that I instantly started slurping on his cock. It’s not even hard yet but it doesn’t take long before it’s grown up to at least 10 inches maybe bigger and he’s got his hand on the back of my head and he’s so strong compared to me. He’s trying to ******* me to take every inch of his cock and I can’t resist him. I gag but he just keeps pushing my head down further until he finally makes me take It down to his balls. He tells me to stick my tongue out and lick his balls with his whole cock down my throat. I can’t and he gets mad and says do what you’re told bitch. He starts slapping my face and prying my mouth open until I think he’s going to break my jaw and he says now stick your tongue out and I finally get it and my mouth is stretched as wide as it will go but I’ve finally done what he wanted by deepthroating his entire cock and licking his balls at the same time. He said good girl. So I’m on my knees sucking his cock and the other guy pulls up my dress and pulls off my panties and realizes I’m not a girl for real but he is like you know what you gonna get treated like a real girl tonight. He said he was going to make me a pussy with his cock. His is 9.5 inches at least 2 so his is pretty big too. Enough to stretch me out. I’d never had a cock in my ass and I was starting with a big one. He said I hope you don’t expect lube or a soft fuck. He only spit on it and started pushing the head of his cock in my ass. It was already hurting bad before he even gets the head in. But my mouth is too busy with the other cock to scream in pain not that he cared if he was hurting me. I was going to take his cock and that’s all there was to it. It’s not like I could escape 2 extremely masculine ripped black men as a weak little sissy girl. I was theirs now and my ass was getting ripped wide open. I’ve never been in so much pain before. Tears would be running down my face but my eyes were already watering from gagging on the other cock. The truck was small so I’m being contorted by a cock from each side. I could just barely fit in between them but now they both had their cocks balls deep inside me and have complete control of my body so I can’t push either cock out or resist so now they can just brutally fuck my throat and ass until they get ready to stop. I didn’t know what I had gotten myself into. I’m thinking ok I just gotta wait until they cum and then I can stop. Not to mention I know people are walking past us and know what’s happening. That kinda turned me on. I kinda want people to know I’m a black cock sissy now. I decide to embrace the pain and realize I love taking the pain if it means his pleasure. I decided I would gladly suffer all the pain imaginable to please black men. It’s a good thing I learned to accept the pain because they took at least an hour before the first one even cums. They have taken turns going back and forth going from my ass to my mouth. I wanted to be disgusted but I’m like it’s ok I’ll do anything to please these black cocks so I was glad to suck the taste of my ass of their cocks. Idk what they do but it took me an hour to make one cum and another 20 minutes to make the other one cum so we’ve been fucking in a Walmart parking lot for 1.5 hours and it’s now like 9:30 at night. The sun was up when we started but no one said anything. Both of them wanted me to swallow their loads and made me give them my number and share my location with them so they could always find me when they wanted to fuck. They said they also had a bunch of other homies they were going to make me fuck too. They said they had 6 other guys for me to fuck and it wasn’t optional. Damn my life had finally started. I knew I would be happy now that I found my purpose and what better purpose than being a sissy gangbang slut for lots of black men
