Hi guys,
this is my first thread even though I've been on this site for about 1 year I think. I've been looksmaxxing for 2 years and I saw improvements since then, but I still think it's not enough. Every time I look at the mirror I see all my flaws and I try to fix them. I've been obsessed with my side profile and recently I started to bs, not hard enough to make it visible, but still. I wanted to post this because I was curious if people are in the same situation as me: I still go to school and i don't have any friends in the entire school. In my class, boys look at me but it's like they see me through. I'm not that ugly to be invisible but I am. I'm not extrovert, I'm very insecure about my look and about judgements. I want to have the confidence to be happy with who I am but in reality at the end of the day i'm really frustrated with how I look. I know they don't talk to me because my social skills are very low. People say I'm not ugly, that I act like I'm superior to them. But none of them it's true. I still look bad. I'm not only talking about boys because I'm in a relationship, I'm talking even about the girls. I'm a nobody. Like clav, I can go days without talking to anyone. Can someone relate to me? Or nobody will ever understand me?
this is my first thread even though I've been on this site for about 1 year I think. I've been looksmaxxing for 2 years and I saw improvements since then, but I still think it's not enough. Every time I look at the mirror I see all my flaws and I try to fix them. I've been obsessed with my side profile and recently I started to bs, not hard enough to make it visible, but still. I wanted to post this because I was curious if people are in the same situation as me: I still go to school and i don't have any friends in the entire school. In my class, boys look at me but it's like they see me through. I'm not that ugly to be invisible but I am. I'm not extrovert, I'm very insecure about my look and about judgements. I want to have the confidence to be happy with who I am but in reality at the end of the day i'm really frustrated with how I look. I know they don't talk to me because my social skills are very low. People say I'm not ugly, that I act like I'm superior to them. But none of them it's true. I still look bad. I'm not only talking about boys because I'm in a relationship, I'm talking even about the girls. I'm a nobody. Like clav, I can go days without talking to anyone. Can someone relate to me? Or nobody will ever understand me?