Its holding me back a lot tbh
Its not like tiktok emo girl bs i feel disconnected from my body and stuck inside my head
Im constantly thinking (which is normal ik) but i cant seem to feel physical if that makes sense
Like everything i see and do is a background video to my thoughts
I do most shit automatically and mindlessly and cant really control it
I physcially struggle to "come back to my body" and whenever i do, a severe depressive suicidal wave hits me
Only advice i cant take is no doctors and cant tell my parents
thanks bhais i love you

Its not like tiktok emo girl bs i feel disconnected from my body and stuck inside my head
Im constantly thinking (which is normal ik) but i cant seem to feel physical if that makes sense
Like everything i see and do is a background video to my thoughts
I do most shit automatically and mindlessly and cant really control it
I physcially struggle to "come back to my body" and whenever i do, a severe depressive suicidal wave hits me
Only advice i cant take is no doctors and cant tell my parents
thanks bhais i love you

