Narmexis
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I jerked off twice after 30 days. I vaped after 30 days. Why I did this? I was horny. I had a nightfall. That's it.
I was bored. Why did I vape? I wanted to. That's it. I wanted to try it again after a long time. Didn't had many cravings.
How I felt like before: Like boiling water. Unstable, but not in a bad way. I thought about doing things, was motivated to do them. I had stronger emotions, stronger desire to achieve my goals. I could feel my will burning. Was also horny and pissed which I don't necessarily deem bad because these emotions make me take action.
How I feel right now: Calm, satisfied, more grateful for some reason? The worst feeling I'm feeling is the feeling of being content. Being content takes away your drive. I dislike this. I feel less motivated to take action. Just lazy and calm. Also somewhat more focused, like I could focus more in studies. I think however, feeling like this will make me socially worse. I've always been better at communicating when I feel active and like kind of unstable. Feeling like just makes me not want to communicate. Takes away the drive away from my voice which I usually have when I'm dopamine starved.
Does anybody know of any nootropics to fix this? or is restraining from fapping the only way? It's like back to 2022 once again, counting nofap streaks jfl. It does make you more motivated though, that's true. I believe sex is different.
What do you guys think about this? What is y'alls experience with this? Are you guys similar?
I was bored. Why did I vape? I wanted to. That's it. I wanted to try it again after a long time. Didn't had many cravings.
How I felt like before: Like boiling water. Unstable, but not in a bad way. I thought about doing things, was motivated to do them. I had stronger emotions, stronger desire to achieve my goals. I could feel my will burning. Was also horny and pissed which I don't necessarily deem bad because these emotions make me take action.
How I feel right now: Calm, satisfied, more grateful for some reason? The worst feeling I'm feeling is the feeling of being content. Being content takes away your drive. I dislike this. I feel less motivated to take action. Just lazy and calm. Also somewhat more focused, like I could focus more in studies. I think however, feeling like this will make me socially worse. I've always been better at communicating when I feel active and like kind of unstable. Feeling like just makes me not want to communicate. Takes away the drive away from my voice which I usually have when I'm dopamine starved.
Does anybody know of any nootropics to fix this? or is restraining from fapping the only way? It's like back to 2022 once again, counting nofap streaks jfl. It does make you more motivated though, that's true. I believe sex is different.
What do you guys think about this? What is y'alls experience with this? Are you guys similar?
