I’m disassociating

[Luxe]

I haven’t slept in 5 days (no I am not larping)

I zone out in the morning and I wake up at school, I zone out in class and wake up at my house.

All I eat is a raw can of spam a day and drink coffee

I’m living my perfect life inside my brain.

Sometimes I zone out and make treads

 

[benny]

I haven’t slept in 5 days (no I am not larping)

I zone out in the morning and I wake up at school, I zone out in class and wake up at my house.

All I eat is a raw can of spam a day and drink coffee

I’m living my perfect life inside my brain.

Sometimes I zone out and make treads

r u good bro

 

[hersheykiss]

dude u okay?

 

[Luxe]

r u good bro

No bro, I’m sure it’s just a phase tho

During summer I have time to unwind and detox from any drugs and I might be able to sleep

 

[Luxe]

dude u okay?

Idk

 

[Trevor]

Don't do that bro

 

[Luxe]

Don't do that bro

It’s not on purpose

I want to live, I’m not roping anytime soon

I’m just separating from the person I used to be. This is hard to explain but you know when you dream in 3rd person, that’s how I feel rn

 

[benny]

No bro, I’m sure it’s just a phase tho

During summer I have time to unwind and detox from any drugs and I might be able to sleep

it’s okay to have phases just make sure ur taking the best care of urself possible

 

[hersheykiss]

It’s not on purpose

I want to live, I’m not roping anytime soon

I’m just separating from the person I used to be. This is hard to explain but you know when you dream in 3rd person, that’s how I feel rn

identity drift + derealization maybe

 

[Luxe]

identity drift + derealization maybe

That’s what I think

 

[Trevor]

It’s not on purpose

I want to live, I’m not roping anytime soon

I’m just separating from the person I used to be. This is hard to explain but you know when you dream in 3rd person, that’s how I feel rn

Don't give up just keep focused bro don't let your mind wonder. This is important so we can achieve our goals

 

[Luxe]

it’s okay to have phases just make sure ur taking the best care of urself possible

I can’t rn lol

The only thing I can do is go to the gym

 

[Luxe]

Don't give up just keep focused bro don't let your mind wonder. This is important so we can achieve our goals

I’ll try but I think I seriously have insomnia or a mental disorder

 

[benny]

I can’t rn lol

The only thing I can do is go to the gym

that’s enough just be safe

hit me if u need anything u know im here

 

[Luxe]

that’s enough just be safe

hit me if u need anything u know im here

Ty bro

 

[hersheykiss]

That’s what I think

once i had those two fo 4 months straight i dont remember anything all i have is my camera roll and what other people said i did

 

[Luxe]

once i had those two fo 4 months straight i dont remember anything all i have is my camera roll and what other people said i did

Shit

Dude I zoned out in my first period and woke up at my house. Feels like teleporting.

 

[hersheykiss]

Shit

Dude I zoned out in my first period and woke up at my house. Feels like teleporting.

yeah during those 4 months id have random blips of consciousness that id remember, theyd b like 30 seconds long then id go right back to autopilot

 

[Luxe]

yeah during those 4 months id have random blips of consciousness that id remember, theyd b like 30 seconds long then id go right back to autopilot

Any advice?

 

[hersheykiss]

Any advice?

get professional help and try doing grounding exercises every morning or when u feel like ur slipping

 

[curlyheadisciple]

I haven’t slept in 5 days (no I am not larping)

I zone out in the morning and I wake up at school, I zone out in class and wake up at my house.

All I eat is a raw can of spam a day and drink coffee

I’m living my perfect life inside my brain.

Sometimes I zone out and make treads

horrormaxing

 

[Luxe]

get professional help and try doing grounding exercises every morning or when u feel like ur slipping

Yeah professional help is not an option

 

[Luxe]

horrormaxing

Degeneratemaxxing

 

[Luxe]

get professional help and try doing grounding exercises every morning or when u feel like ur slipping

The only thing I have to help are these markings that show how long iv gone without sleep