i’m extremely obsessed with my ex bestfriend

[arisu]

i’ve been thinking abt her every day and night for the past like 1 year even more maybe
every song is abt her
when i go to a place i think how nicer it would be if she was there
i wanna write a poetry book just abt her(i’ll never show her ofc)
i once thought abt becoming a nun bc i thought i would never be able to love a man the way i love her
and she is torturing me

 

[jest]

it sounds like you like her romantically?

 

[arisu]

it sounds like you like her romantically?

i dont think so

 

[junebug]

i’ve been thinking abt her every day and night for the past like 1 year even more maybe
every song is abt her
when i go to a place i think how nicer it would be if she was there
i wanna write a poetry book just abt her(i’ll never show her ofc)
i once thought abt becoming a nun bc i thought i would never be able to love a man the way i love her
and she is torturing me

doomed yuri

 

[arisu]

doomed yuri

i’m trying to convince myself it’s not that i’m in love with her but maybe i am tbh

 

[jest]

i dont think so

...i think you should think about it a little longer and harder
what happened between you guys? i hope things work out for you two

 

[junebug]

i’m trying to convince myself it’s not that i’m in love with her but maybe i am tbh

no I get it not being romantic but it certainly could be

 

[chudlite67]

i’ve been thinking abt her every day and night for the past like 1 year even more maybe
every song is abt her
when i go to a place i think how nicer it would be if she was there
i wanna write a poetry book just abt her(i’ll never show her ofc)
i once thought abt becoming a nun bc i thought i would never be able to love a man the way i love her
and she is torturing me

maybe u had a crush on her

 

[submissivechud]

i’ve been thinking abt her every day and night for the past like 1 year even more maybe
every song is abt her
when i go to a place i think how nicer it would be if she was there
i wanna write a poetry book just abt her(i’ll never show her ofc)
i once thought abt becoming a nun bc i thought i would never be able to love a man the way i love her
and she is torturing me

doomed yuri with religious and over coming internalized homophobia subplots

 

[nikkipsl]

i’m trying to convince myself it’s not that i’m in love with her but maybe i am tbh

you have to find the boundary between a friendship where you rely and eachother and where it becomes obsessive. if you could decipher that then i think you could find your answer. and of course there's such thing as being in love platonically.

 

[lowkeydeadoutside]

I think you’re gay

 

[arisu]

...i think you should think about it a little longer and harder
what happened between you guys? i hope things work out for you two

she was very bad friend and left me bc i was too quiet and depressed for her taste
she apologized a few months later and we kinda are friends now but not like before

 

[arisu]

doomed yuri with religious and over coming internalized homophobia subplots

even if i wasn’t christian
she has a bf lol
and she’s not gay

 

[arisu]

I think you’re gay

i am

 

[arrowsinmyback]

i’m trying to convince myself it’s not that i’m in love with her but maybe i am tbh

love doesnt have to be sexual, i think if i lost my best friend id feel incredibly distraught too
hope u identify your feelings and properly address them, dont romanticize your obsession or take any extreme routes to cope