i’m starting to feel like death is the way out

[moonlight1]

i didnt want to think like that, but being honest, unless some big miracle happens to me, death will be the only way i can stop suffering like this
since i was a kid i felt like i was born wrong idk, i was quite a melancholic child.
I cope saying losing weight and going to italy will make me happy but deep down i know it won’t and the hole is way deepter than that

 

[moonlight1]

i didnt want to think like that, but being honest, unless some big miracle happens to me, death will be the only way i can stop suffering like this
since i was a kid i felt like i was born wrong idk, i was quite a melancholic child.
I cope saying losing weight and going to italy will make me happy but deep down i know it won’t and the hole is way deepter than that

@Nig why dislike

 

[Starlet]

i didnt want to think like that, but being honest, unless some big miracle happens to me, death will be the only way i can stop suffering like this
since i was a kid i felt like i was born wrong idk, i was quite a melancholic child.
I cope saying losing weight and going to italy will make me happy but deep down i know it won’t and the hole is way deepter than that

I used to be very depressed too and ik it’s rare but getting on medications and antidepressants did genuinely help me a lot. I was pretty suicidal back when I was younger like 14 but I had enough impulse control to not do it and now I’m 18 and I don’t feel like that anymore and I’m happy I didn’t. It was mostly cause of my parents for me but i don’t live with them anymore and I was waiting so long for this and now it feels like my life has truly begun.

Also I think suicide in general isn’t worth it, I like to think about it in that there’s no point in suicide because it’s just speeding something up that’s inevitable anyway. You might as well live it out, even if your days are just spent rotting, since what’s important is just being able to experience in the first place. And because it’s the only life you get. Plus I know you’re Christian and that’s often considered a sin

 

[Nig]

@Nig why dislike

I like the shade of red it has

 

[moonlight1]

I used to be very depressed too and ik it’s rare but getting on medications and antidepressants did genuinely help me a lot. I was pretty suicidal back when I was younger like 14 but I had enough impulse control to not do it and now I’m 18 and I don’t feel like that anymore and I’m happy I didn’t. It was mostly cause of my parents for me but i don’t live with them anymore and I was waiting so long for this and now it feels like my life has truly begun.

Also I think suicide in general isn’t worth it, I like to think about it in that there’s no point in suicide because it’s just speeding something up that’s inevitable anyway. You might as well live it out, even if your days are just spent rotting, since what’s important is just being able to experience in the first place. And because it’s the only life you get. Plus I know you’re Christian and that’s often considered a sin

i was thinking of buying antidepressants without prescriptions but ppl here said it’s gonna fuck me up so idk

 

[Starlet]

i was thinking of buying antidepressants without prescriptions but ppl here said it’s gonna fuck me up so idk

Honestly people will say a lot of shit about them but don’t listen to them it’s all fearmongering stigma shit. Try it for yourself or go to a doctor and see if it works for you. Ik a bit about them so you could ask me more but in general SSRI’s are pretty safe and just think about it like any other medication. I’ve had severe OCD my whole life and I need those meds to function well, I’ve been taking them for years and when I don’t the symptoms come back and get worse. It’s like any other condition, like how a diabetic needs insulin to survive, it’s not a big deal.

 

[moonlight1]

Honestly people will say a lot of shit about them but don’t listen to them it’s all fearmongering stigma shit. Try it for yourself or go to a doctor and see if it works for you. Ik a bit about them so you could ask me more but in general SSRI’s are pretty safe and just think about it like any other medication. I’ve had severe OCD my whole life and I need those meds to function well, I’ve been taking them for years and when I don’t the symptoms come back and get worse. It’s like any other condition, like how a diabetic needs insulin to survive, it’s not a big deal.

which one would u recommend??

 

[Starlet]

which one would u recommend??

you could start by trying Prozac (generic name fluoxetine). I take that one and it works for me and it’s a pretty common one. If you’re not gonna go to a doctor then make sure you just do a bit of research cause obviously there’s stuff like you can’t drink alcohol with it. I personally don’t really have many side effects but there’s the possibility of some. Start on a low dose like 20 mg and take it for a while (usually takes like a month to go into full effect) and if you feel like it’s not working then you can try upping the dose (usually every week up by 10 mg). The max for Prozac is 80 mg. And if Prozac doesn’t work there’s other SSRI antidepressants you can try instead like Zoloft and lexapro. I’m assuming you only have depression so I don’t wanna recommend you anything crazy

 

[Deleted Member 76607]

Hey try to appreciate and find happiness in the little things, happiness don’t just happen to you, you find it. Hope everything goes well

 

[Hivemind]

i didnt want to think like that, but being honest, unless some big miracle happens to me, death will be the only way i can stop suffering like this
since i was a kid i felt like i was born wrong idk, i was quite a melancholic child.
I cope saying losing weight and going to italy will make me happy but deep down i know it won’t and the hole is way deepter than that

Whatever

 

[LeoK]

Please don’t give up

 

[moonlight1]

you could start by trying Prozac (generic name fluoxetine). I take that one and it works for me and it’s a pretty common one. If you’re not gonna go to a doctor then make sure you just do a bit of research cause obviously there’s stuff like you can’t drink alcohol with it. I personally don’t really have many side effects but there’s the possibility of some. Start on a low dose like 20 mg and take it for a while (usually takes like a month to go into full effect) and if you feel like it’s not working then you can try upping the dose (usually every week up by 10 mg). The max for Prozac is 80 mg. And if Prozac doesn’t work there’s other SSRI antidepressants you can try instead like Zoloft and lexapro. I’m assuming you only have depression so I don’t wanna recommend you anything crazy

i’m not diagnosed with anything tbh i don’t even go to doctors i just feel upset

 

[LiterallyNarcissus]

i didnt want to think like that, but being honest, unless some big miracle happens to me, death will be the only way i can stop suffering like this
since i was a kid i felt like i was born wrong idk, i was quite a melancholic child.
I cope saying losing weight and going to italy will make me happy but deep down i know it won’t and the hole is way deepter than that

Don’t give up, young sensitive woman. Hardmaxxing is calling out your name, you just have to answer with money…

 

[moonlight1]

Don’t give up, young sensitive woman. Hardmaxxing is calling out your name, you just have to answer with money…

i wanna hardmaxx, but i’m not old enough yk, my parents don’t even let me work.

 

[LiterallyNarcissus]

i wanna hardmaxx, but i’m not old enough yk, my parents don’t even let me work.

make money online, I bet you’ll find something in the money sub forum in org. Just wait until you’re old enough and it will be worth it. Imagine being a hard maxed Stacy, just wait…

 

[Princess Cookietune]

You got lots to live for , dont give up bhai!

 

[Starlet]

i’m not diagnosed with anything tbh i don’t even go to doctors i just feel upset

yeah a diagnosis of depression really isn’t that hard to get tho and if you’re starting to feel suicidal then it’s almost certainly what it is

 

[Aryy]

i didnt want to think like that, but being honest, unless some big miracle happens to me, death will be the only way i can stop suffering like this
since i was a kid i felt like i was born wrong idk, i was quite a melancholic child.
I cope saying losing weight and going to italy will make me happy but deep down i know it won’t and the hole is way deepter than that

nothing stays forever you know not even this feeling it will go, i think life gets better eventually everyone gets used to living the life they achieve
death is never worth it, if you feel somewhat of a void inside you you should get it checked out
so when you actually achieve what you want you are properly able to enjoy it

 

[moonlight1]

make money online, I bet you’ll find something in the money sub forum in org. Just wait until you’re old enough and it will be worth it. Imagine being a hard maxed Stacy, just wait…

TRUE
I’m only 4 surgeries away from htb trust

 

[curlyheadisciple]

i didnt want to think like that, but being honest, unless some big miracle happens to me, death will be the only way i can stop suffering like this
since i was a kid i felt like i was born wrong idk, i was quite a melancholic child.
I cope saying losing weight and going to italy will make me happy but deep down i know it won’t and the hole is way deepter than that

bruh

 

[LiterallyNarcissus]

TRUE
I’m only 4 surgeries away from htb trust

Only one trimax and rhino away from hhtb trust lol

 

[Princess Cookietune]

TRUE
I’m only 4 surgeries away from htb trust

only 5 more until stacylite

 

[nacerskates]

i didnt want to think like that, but being honest, unless some big miracle happens to me, death will be the only way i can stop suffering like this
since i was a kid i felt like i was born wrong idk, i was quite a melancholic child.
I cope saying losing weight and going to italy will make me happy but deep down i know it won’t and the hole is way deepter than that

how old are you?

 

[moonlight1]

how old are you?

16