Orobas
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I was so close to psychosis holy shit after 1.5 days fasting.
Then i talked to myself, ate something and had a satori synthesis afterwards.
I also understood that i was heavily gaslit.
Fuck so much shit in life its almost unbearable.
I was thinking about how i can make friends but there was nothing that i could come up with. So i was going ok fuck i really gotta deal with this uncertainty that is looming by myself and have to steer the ship. But then you‘re like i‘m fucking going insane. But then i ate something/substitute for connection. I‘m next level and very dominant. I just can’t risk becoming a npc when i can become a god. Even afterall these years i‘m way too fucking valuable to act like hell is going to break me. It can‘t even kill me although it‘s trying.
I‘ve wrestled with god and i‘ve wrestled with men and i have defeated both.
Then i talked to myself, ate something and had a satori synthesis afterwards.
I also understood that i was heavily gaslit.
Fuck so much shit in life its almost unbearable.
I was thinking about how i can make friends but there was nothing that i could come up with. So i was going ok fuck i really gotta deal with this uncertainty that is looming by myself and have to steer the ship. But then you‘re like i‘m fucking going insane. But then i ate something/substitute for connection. I‘m next level and very dominant. I just can’t risk becoming a npc when i can become a god. Even afterall these years i‘m way too fucking valuable to act like hell is going to break me. It can‘t even kill me although it‘s trying.
I‘ve wrestled with god and i‘ve wrestled with men and i have defeated both.
