I am a chameleon

[hikikomorcide]

I didn't interact with my peers when I was younger, I spent all my time on the internet before I was even 10. I'd get called boring all the time and the last party I was at was in elementary school. Now when I talk to people I just mirror how they act, talk, etc. I don't even realize I'm doing it at first. I get my personality from the internet because it raised me. Even if I ascend I don't know if I'll have a personality because I couldn't develop one when I was young. Now all I do is watch old movies, listen to music, think about existential nihilism, and find comfort in my own misery.

Is there any way to undo this? I understand in "order to get help" you have to want it. But idk what's the next step after that?

 

[Xx_Sh4tteredHe4rt_xX]

I didn't interact with my peers when I was younger, I spent all my time on the internet before I was even 10. I'd get called boring all the time and the last party I was at was in elementary school. Now when I talk to people I just mirror how they act, talk, etc. I don't even realize I'm doing it at first. I get my personality from the internet because it raised me. Even if I ascend I don't know if I'll have a personality because I couldn't develop one when I was young. Now all I do is watch old movies, listen to music, think about existential nihilism, and find comfort in my own misery.

Is there any way to undo this? I understand in "order to get help" you have to want it. But idk what's the next step after that?

Well thats ur personality then. Simple as that.

 

[hikikomorcide]

Well thats ur personality then. Simple as that.

didnt think of it that way

 

[Xx_Sh4tteredHe4rt_xX]

didnt think of it that way

Personality is literally formed from absorbing the people around u and what u grew up seeing.