I am egotheistic ask me anything

[n9wiff]

Title.

 

[Kaari]

Title.

Were you dropped on your head as a child?

 

[n9wiff]

Were you dropped on your head as a child?

Not really

I am disgustingly intelligent + Have a beautiful head shape from the side

 

[Kaari]

Not really

I am disgustingly intelligent + Have a beautiful head shape from the side

Do you have said ego to compensate for lack of positive reinforcement growing up?

 

[n9wiff]

Do you have said ego to compensate for lack of positive reinforcement growing up?

First good post from you

 

[Kaari]

First good post from you

I have my moments. What specifically caused it? Bad parents, being bullied by people, or all of the above? I’m intrigued.

 

[n9wiff]

I have my moments. What specifically caused it? Bad parents, being bullied by people, or all of the above? I’m intrigued.

I have absolutely shitty parents yes

Also, cage I would never get legit "bullied"

But I was the one out kid always. Kind of by choice.

 

[Kaari]

I have absolutely shitty parents yes

Also, cage I would never get legit "bullied"

But I was the one out kid always. Kind of by choice.

since your ego is compensating for what you needed in your development, do you hate yourself deep down?

 

[n9wiff]

Deep down, since your ego is compensating for what you needed in your development, do you hate yourself deep down?

I unironically think I am a better and more sentient human being than like almost anyone I know.

I'm not exaggerating, like in multitudes of ways just absolutely better than almost everyone I've met and talked to.

And I don't ever hate myself. That would be cringe

No "compensating" or "hate deep down" here

 

[Kaari]

I unironically think I am a better and more sentient human being than like almost anyone I know.

I'm not exaggerating, like in multitudes of ways just absolutely better than almost everyone I've met and talked to.

And I don't ever hate myself. That would be cringe

No "compensating" or "hate deep down" here

At what age did you start to develop said ego, or was it always present?

 

[Chainzsw]

But I was the one out kid always. Kind of by choice.

Isn't that usually the case tho , like ive yet to meet a "loner" kid who didn't choose it

 

[n9wiff]

At what age did you start to develop said ego?

For as long as I can remember?

I mean I legit have a core memory of me being in grade 4, getting the highest for some dumb science exam and that specific teacher would call out the names of the top scorers in ascending order.

And when it was my turn, I had insane dopamine

I remember the names of 1 guy and 1 girl I beat

And the next day I spied on their study habits during class periods to determine if the effort they put in greatly exceeded mine to feel better about myself

 

[Kaari]

For as long as I can remember?

I mean I legit have a core memory of me being in grade 4, getting the highest for some dumb science exam and that specific teacher would call out the names of the top scorers in ascending order.

And when it was my turn, I had insane dopamine

I remember the names of 1 guy and 1 girl I beat

And the next day I spied on their study habits during class periods to determine if the effort they put in greatly exceeded mine to feel better about myself

Going off from that, how do you react to seeing people doing better than you? Do you feel angry or just feel above them regardless and pay it no mind?

 

[n9wiff]

Isn't that usually the case tho , like ive yet to meet a "loner" kid who didn't choose it

"Kind of" as in people have invited me to typical Malaysian after school activities or outings

I am still invited like every week to play badminton with some dudes

And a week ago I got asked out on a date by some random from my college/university

But I personally don't want to go through with any of these things. I hate any sort of physical activity that makes me sweat, I don't like going out to malls or the movies. I am too nervous to talk to women so I avoid going on any dates altogether out of fear.

I consciously choose to avoid these things, but I suffer still from the lack of human connection

 

[n9wiff]

Going off from that, how do you react to seeing people doing better than you? Do you feel angry or just feel above them regardless and pay it no mind?

If it's something like academics or sports, not really. I don't mind at all. I put zero effort into things like these anyways.

If it's something I enjoy, then yes. I will get insane amounts of pleasure of anger.

 

[Kaari]

If it's something like academics or sports, not really. I don't mind at all. I put zero effort into things like these anyways.

If it's something I enjoy, then yes. I will get insane amounts of pleasure of anger.

Despite your ego, do you wish really that you had normal development growing up and do you wish the consequences of not having that never occurred?

 

[n9wiff]

Despite your ego, do you wish really that you had normal development growing up and do you wish the consequences of not having that never occurred?

No, I am somewhat satisfied with how I turned out

I wish I had wider wrists that's about it

 

[Kaari]

No, I am somewhat satisfied with how I turned out

I wish I had wider wrists that's about it

Am I giving you an ego trip right now with my morbid fascination with what you have?

 

[TonyTheLooksmaxxDR]

I wish I had wider wrists that's about it

I've heard forearms training increases wrist width

 

[n9wiff]

Am I giving you an ego trip right now with my morbid fascination with what you have?

Not really

 

[n9wiff]

I've heard forearms training increases wrist width

Not the actual bone to a negligible amount

But getting wider forearms does give a better illusion of overall arm size

 

[TonyTheLooksmaxxDR]

Title.

I wish one day to be egotheistic

 

[Kaari]

Not really

Do you think you could ever have friends or are they below you to consider that? If you have friends, how do you view them? Do you care for them or do you just keep them around because you feel superior or they are just entertainment?

 

[n9wiff]

Do you think you could ever have friends or are they below you to consider that?

Yes

If you have friends, how do you view them?

Varies greatly on the individual

Do you care for them or do you just keep them around because you feel superior or they are just entertainment?

I am not some psychopath lol

I care about certain people, not strongly but I do care.

 

[Kaari]

Yes


Varies greatly on the individual


I am not some psychopath lol

I care about certain people, not strongly but I do care.

Does your state also contribute to your inceldom? Do you perceive women not matching to your standards?

 

[n9wiff]

Does your state also contribute to your inceldom? Do you perceive women not matching to your standards?

Looks wise no, many cute girls in my class

Hopefully the same once I switch universities

I'm just too scared of social interactions in general

 

[Kaari]

Looks wise no, many cute girls in my class

Hopefully the same once I switch universities

I'm just too scared of social interactions in general

I understand. How comes your scared of social interaction despite your ego? Was your upbringing specifically physically or mentally abusive, triggering a fear of that, just naturally introverted, or both?

 

[holalola]

"Kind of" as in people have invited me to typical Malaysian after school activities or outings

I am still invited like every week to play badminton with some dudes

And a week ago I got asked out on a date by some random from my college/university

But I personally don't want to go through with any of these things. I hate any sort of physical activity that makes me sweat, I don't like going out to malls or the movies. I am too nervous to talk to women so I avoid going on any dates altogether out of fear.

I consciously choose to avoid these things, but I suffer still from the lack of human connection

Do u choose to avoid people centric activities because u think you’re above them ?also why would u be shy if u have a big ego?

 

[n9wiff]

I understand. How comes your scared of social interaction despite your ego? Was your upbringing specifically physically or mentally abusive, triggering a fear of that, just naturally introverted, or both?

Mentally

And if you count maybe lack of breastfeeding and contact with mother at birth, then physically too?

 

[n9wiff]

Do u choose to avoid people centric activities because u think you’re above them ?

I don't think this typically

also why would u be shy if u have a big ego?

I'm scared of showing anything that isn't impressive

 

[Kaari]

Mentally

And if you count maybe lack of breastfeeding and contact with mother at birth, then physically too?

I know it doesn’t mean much but I’m sorry to hear that, that’s really rough. Do you have to try to actively hide your ego when speaking to people if you have to, or do you just let it run wild regardless?

 

[n9wiff]

Do you have to try to actively hide your ego when speaking to people if you have to, or do you just let it run wild regardless?

I don't do anything actively to filter the "ego" when I talk

But I also think the "ego" isn't a big deal really

It's just the way I'm wired

 

[Kaari]

I don't do anything actively to filter the "ego" when I talk

But I also think the "ego" isn't a big deal really

It's just the way I'm wired

You mentioned along the lines of fearing not presenting impressive things to people from what I recall. As a result of this, do you try to control your social interactions of all kinds to people to a narrative of your choosing, and if so does it make you angry when things don’t go your way?

 

[n9wiff]

As a result of this, do you try to control your social interactions of all kinds to people to a narrative of your choosing, and if so does it make you angry when things don’t go your way?

100 percent on this btw

 

[holalola]

I have a question for both of u

 

[Kaari]

100 percent on this btw

I figured so. A knock on of this is your attachment style or lack there of is very detached as you know. If a friend of yours goes against said narrative, do you cut them off immediately, or do you have patience with them?

 

[n9wiff]

I figured so. A knock on of this is your attachment style or lack there of is very detached as you know. If a friend of yours goes against said narrative, do you cut them off immediately, or do you have patience with them?

Give it some patience always, these disagreements don't usually bother me

But if they actively try to argue with me, I just ignore them until they apologise

 

[holalola]

u both don’t have friends irl right? is it cuz u don’t have like minded people around u or someone to understand u? Would u be friends irl or r u guys genuinely not interested in irl interactions ?

 

[Kaari]

Give it some patience always, these disagreements don't usually bother me

But if they actively try to argue with me, I just ignore them until they apologise

Has there been people you regret cutting off in the past despite your ego if at all, or does cutting people off not effect you at all in terms of missing someone?

 

[holalola]

Give it some patience always, these disagreements don't usually bother me

But if they actively try to argue with me, I just ignore them until they apologise

R u a summer baby ? I’m getting Leo energy

 

[Kaari]

u both don’t have friends irl right? is it cuz u don’t have like minded people around u or someone to understand u? Would u be friends irl or r u guys genuinely not interested in irl interactions ?

Well in my case yes but in the case of N9 he has a lot more at play.

 

[Kaari]

R u a summer baby ? I’m getting Leo energy

I’m trying to have a serious psycho-analysis here mayn

 

[holalola]

I’m trying to have a serious psycho-analysis here mayn

sorry king I’ll stop interrupting

 

[n9wiff]

u both don’t have friends irl right? is it cuz u don’t have like minded people around u or someone to understand u? Would u be friends irl or r u guys genuinely not interested in irl interactions ?

No like minded people for me

I'm not sure what Kaari is like IRL

 

[n9wiff]

R u a summer baby ? I’m getting Leo energy

He's givingggg therapeutic daddy for sureeeee

 

[holalola]

He's givingggg therapeutic daddy for sureeeee

u didn’t answer me what’s ur sign

 

[n9wiff]

R u a summer baby ? I’m getting Leo energy

I am a Libra apparently

15th Oct 2006

 

[holalola]

I am a Libra apparently

15th Oct 2006

i gotta get my astrology game up can’t be making such mistakes

 

[n9wiff]

i gotta get my astrology game up can’t be making such mistakes

Leo men are said to be confident, generous, and social, with a natural flair for drama. They are also known for being loyal, protective, and helpful.

This is the opposite of me?

Meanwhile Libras :

A Libra male personality is typically characterized by being charming, social, diplomatic, and very focused on maintaining balance and harmony in their relationships; they are often seen as naturally stylish, with a strong sense of aesthetics, and enjoy being surrounded by people, making them excellent conversationalists and friends; however, they can sometimes struggle with indecisiveness due to their desire to see all sides of an issue.

 

[holalola]

Leo men are said to be confident, generous, and social, with a natural flair for drama. They are also known for being loyal, protective, and helpful.

This is the opposite of me?

Meanwhile Libras :

A Libra male personality is typically characterized by being charming, social, diplomatic, and very focused on maintaining balance and harmony in their relationships; they are often seen as naturally stylish, with a strong sense of aesthetics, and enjoy being surrounded by people, making them excellent conversationalists and friends; however, they can sometimes struggle with indecisiveness due to their desire to see all sides of an issue.

no cuz I was think of Leo women forgot u were a king what’s ur moon sign? Ur moon sign likely the sign you most think of yourself as, since it reflects your personality when you're alone or deeply comfortable.