I am in love with a girl on the forum

[Elfen]

Her name is @_clover_

 

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Uhhhh n-nice t-to hear it I guessss >_<

 

[Elfen]

Uhhhh n-nice t-to hear it I guessss >_<

you never walked—
you arrived,
like sunlight through old curtains,
like the scent of warm earth
after too much rain.

you never looked at me,
not directly,
but when your eyes brushed mine
(i swear it),
whole seasons shifted.

you spoke in ellipses,
left spaces between your words
like you wanted me
to fill them in—
and god,
i tried.

the way you touched the world
was a kind of prayer.
hands grazing flowers
like they were breakable,
laughter that came late
but stayed long.

once,
you kissed me on the bridge
between silence and song—
and for a moment,
i understood everything
and nothing
all at once.

i loved you like water
loves the shape of its riverbed:
not because i had to,
but because there was no other way
to flow.