Serious i am losing myself

[muscipla]

and i dont know where i'll end
its scaring me as its affecting my health and life
i havent slept more than 4hrs for the past month
i have midterms coming up soon
im fucking up everything
i cant even think normally
my rooms a mess
everythings a mess
they control my brain
i cant stop thinking about them
i nearly commited today
it was a matter of seconds
im deadass thinking that i might be possesed
i dont have control over my own body
when will it end
because i cant end it myself

 

[Deleted Member 109692]

that sucks

 

[Deleted Member 85516]

and i dont know where i'll end
its scaring me as its affecting my health and life
i havent slept more than 4hrs for the past month
i have midterms coming up soon
im fucking up everything
i cant even think normally
my rooms a mess
everythings a mess
they control my brain
i cant stop thinking about them
i nearly commited today
it was a matter of seconds
im deadass thinking that i might be possesed
i dont have control over my own body
when will it end
because i cant end it myself

they?

 

[Starlet]

and i dont know where i'll end
its scaring me as its affecting my health and life
i havent slept more than 4hrs for the past month
i have midterms coming up soon
im fucking up everything
i cant even think normally
my rooms a mess
everythings a mess
they control my brain
i cant stop thinking about them
i nearly commited today
it was a matter of seconds
im deadass thinking that i might be possesed
i dont have control over my own body
when will it end
because i cant end it myself

Ik it won’t mean much but please don’t commit people do care

 

[arisu]

and i dont know where i'll end
its scaring me as its affecting my health and life
i havent slept more than 4hrs for the past month
i have midterms coming up soon
im fucking up everything
i cant even think normally
my rooms a mess
everythings a mess
they control my brain
i cant stop thinking about them
i nearly commited today
it was a matter of seconds
im deadass thinking that i might be possesed
i dont have control over my own body
when will it end
because i cant end it myself

they?? what’s happening??
and i’m sorry, i will surely pray for u, may everything get better, but don’t end it, ur so young, u still have so much opportunities

 

[Bloxy]

i deascended hard recently so i understand

 

[purposmaxxing]

and i dont know where i'll end
its scaring me as its affecting my health and life
i havent slept more than 4hrs for the past month
i have midterms coming up soon
im fucking up everything
i cant even think normally
my rooms a mess
everythings a mess
they control my brain
i cant stop thinking about them
i nearly commited today
it was a matter of seconds
im deadass thinking that i might be possesed
i dont have control over my own body
when will it end
because i cant end it myself

I'm in a very similar situation, everything about me is completely ruinied

 

[Deleted member 77539]

Ye you’ll get better blud

 

[</3]

and i dont know where i'll end
its scaring me as its affecting my health and life
i havent slept more than 4hrs for the past month
i have midterms coming up soon
im fucking up everything
i cant even think normally
my rooms a mess
everythings a mess
they control my brain
i cant stop thinking about them
i nearly commited today
it was a matter of seconds
im deadass thinking that i might be possesed
i dont have control over my own body
when will it end
because i cant end it myself

mus

 

[muscipla]

mus

honestly idk where to start tho shits been getting better lately compared to b4
also mirin contributor

 

[Anna]

Is this why u were commenting slop on my profile?

 

[muscipla]

Is this why u were commenting slop on my profile?

ey ur back
i have to say my mood has been very unconsistent the past few weeks