PlayboyDex
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It absolutely sucks massive balls knowing that I simply just can’t go up to a pretty girl and get her due to my subhumanity, and the fact I’d have to wait until I escape this subhumanity before I even get a CHANCE. To be with such beautiful women
I don’t think many or any who will ever read this can relate to the feeling of KNOWING at one point in time, you could have and would have been able to be with a girl you found attractive , but now you can’t get a single women to acknowledge your existence. It’s actually extremely brutal as I think of things now.
Yesterday it truly hit me for the first time since my plunge into subhumanity. I saw this beautiful absolutely stunning golden blonde with the most beautiful emerald green eyes, flawless clear and golden skin with the collagen of a baby, sitting next to bots at dinner, all while I sit there, helpless , completely unable to do anything with my desire
She looked at me a few times which means nothing I’ve come to learn, and only after a 6’1 Mogger mutual of mine came and sat with us, did she start to stare in our direction.
He also took my oneities, I may make a thread on this very soon, it was probably one of the most brutal things that’s happened to me , that I felt literally really nothing towards, anyways
There was once a time where I was subhuman and had no clue what it was like to have a girl like or acknowledge my existence,
I then became somewhat human, arguably I was “goodlooking” and got to experience what it was like to get baddies, women who were not only gl , but known and high smv,
Now here I am, current day, back to subhumanity and this time, I know what the food tastes like, I know what I’m missing, and before I was simply blind to it all, I never ever thought in a million years that I’d be able to get a girl as attractive as the one I bagged my junior year of highschool in the fall
I never really believed I could have bagged my first ever oneitis who was a HTB baddie
Now, I know it’s POSSIBLE , I know I CAN do it, but I CANT do it in this current form. Im imprisoned, trapped in the body of a subhuman filthy pos with the appetite and hunger of a man who once had the woman of his dreams at his beck and call
Forever mentally scarred,
-PBD
It absolutely sucks massive balls knowing that I simply just can’t go up to a pretty girl and get her due to my subhumanity, and the fact I’d have to wait until I escape this subhumanity before I even get a CHANCE. To be with such beautiful women
I don’t think many or any who will ever read this can relate to the feeling of KNOWING at one point in time, you could have and would have been able to be with a girl you found attractive , but now you can’t get a single women to acknowledge your existence. It’s actually extremely brutal as I think of things now.
Yesterday it truly hit me for the first time since my plunge into subhumanity. I saw this beautiful absolutely stunning golden blonde with the most beautiful emerald green eyes, flawless clear and golden skin with the collagen of a baby, sitting next to bots at dinner, all while I sit there, helpless , completely unable to do anything with my desire
She looked at me a few times which means nothing I’ve come to learn, and only after a 6’1 Mogger mutual of mine came and sat with us, did she start to stare in our direction.
He also took my oneities, I may make a thread on this very soon, it was probably one of the most brutal things that’s happened to me , that I felt literally really nothing towards, anyways
There was once a time where I was subhuman and had no clue what it was like to have a girl like or acknowledge my existence,
I then became somewhat human, arguably I was “goodlooking” and got to experience what it was like to get baddies, women who were not only gl , but known and high smv,
Now here I am, current day, back to subhumanity and this time, I know what the food tastes like, I know what I’m missing, and before I was simply blind to it all, I never ever thought in a million years that I’d be able to get a girl as attractive as the one I bagged my junior year of highschool in the fall
I never really believed I could have bagged my first ever oneitis who was a HTB baddie
Now, I know it’s POSSIBLE , I know I CAN do it, but I CANT do it in this current form. Im imprisoned, trapped in the body of a subhuman filthy pos with the appetite and hunger of a man who once had the woman of his dreams at his beck and call
Forever mentally scarred,
-PBD
