i can’t take it anymore

[tms_00]

my whole life has been a joke since i was born, based of the ppl i surrounded myself with and js stuff that happens evb (my friends and acquaintances) think that my life is normal nd all but it’s truly not i used to be fkin ugly asl and i used to fr cry myself to sleep every night because of the way my parents and ppl in my school treated me as young as the age of fkin 10 gng.. i got the good looks i gained the athleticism and im still depressed. i almost ended my life back in october 2025 but didnt after a failed od. a few weeks after that me and my father were talking and it got pretty serious and i broke down infront of him and told him abt it. all he could do was hug me and try to confront me. he’s always been a pretty selfless person great guy ig but he’s not too good at confronting ppl if yk what i mean, basically after that he js acted like nth ever happened and eventually in a a argument used thats against me and the type of hurt i felt that day was like nth else. that was just one example of what i went thru there’s even worse shi, also bro i recently had to deal with the loss of my uncle which really affected me and i was there for my whole family but nb was there for me. that’s how i genuinely feel even after ascending im still miserable i work out every day now and even overcame a addiction to codiene and xanny’s and there’s still a bottomless void full of compunction regret sorrow and everything bad, not even my own mother appreciates what i do. i was and still am a huge disappointment in her eyes and im sure i always will be and ik while your reading this you’ll be thinking “this kid don’t even got it so bad” that was js 2 lil things there’s sm more stuff that happned and there’s also stuff that is currently happening in my home im js not typing tm cs ngl this lwk might be some of my last words and i still gotta write some letters to friends nd family before i finally gain freedom. moral of the story is if your feeling alone. please please please find somebody that will genuinely listen to you and help you ppl joke abt mental stuff but this stuff is fr so bad i hope my parents learn and know what to do better for my younger brother he is genuinely such a kind hearted kid i wish eveything good for him i hope my death won’t affect him much. ik i haven’t been on this website for much, and i don’t rlly know you guys but i js wna get ts off my chest rq…

goodbye guys, be safe

 

[Torontocel]

my whole life has been a joke since i was born, based of the ppl i surrounded myself with and js stuff that happens evb (my friends and acquaintances) think that my life is normal nd all but it’s truly not i used to be fkin ugly asl and i used to fr cry myself to sleep every night because of the way my parents and ppl in my school treated me as young as the age of fkin 10 gng.. i got the good looks i gained the athleticism and im still depressed. i almost ended my life back in october 2025 but didnt after a failed od. a few weeks after that me and my father were talking and it got pretty serious and i broke down infront of him and told him abt it. all he could do was hug me and try to confront me. he’s always been a pretty selfless person great guy ig but he’s not too good at confronting ppl if yk what i mean, basically after that he js acted like nth ever happened and eventually in a a argument used thats against me and the type of hurt i felt that day was like nth else. that was just one example of what i went thru there’s even worse shi, also bro i recently had to deal with the loss of my uncle which really affected me and i was there for my whole family but nb was there for me. that’s how i genuinely feel even after ascending im still miserable i work out every day now and even overcame a addiction to codiene and xanny’s and there’s still a bottomless void full of compunction regret sorrow and everything bad, not even my own mother appreciates what i do. i was and still am a huge disappointment in her eyes and im sure i always will be and ik while your reading this you’ll be thinking “this kid don’t even got it so bad” that was js 2 lil things there’s sm more stuff that happned and there’s also stuff that is currently happening in my home im js not typing tm cs ngl this lwk might be some of my last words and i still gotta write some letters to friends nd family before i finally gain freedom. moral of the story is if your feeling alone. please please please find somebody that will genuinely listen to you and help you ppl joke abt mental stuff but this stuff is fr so bad i hope my parents learn and know what to do better for my younger brother he is genuinely such a kind hearted kid i wish eveything good for him i hope my death won’t affect him much. ik i haven’t been on this website for much, and i don’t rlly know you guys but i js wna get ts off my chest rq…

goodbye guys, be safe

dnr

 

[isntnotrepellent]

my whole life has been a joke since i was born, based of the ppl i surrounded myself with and js stuff that happens evb (my friends and acquaintances) think that my life is normal nd all but it’s truly not i used to be fkin ugly asl and i used to fr cry myself to sleep every night because of the way my parents and ppl in my school treated me as young as the age of fkin 10 gng.. i got the good looks i gained the athleticism and im still depressed. i almost ended my life back in october 2025 but didnt after a failed od. a few weeks after that me and my father were talking and it got pretty serious and i broke down infront of him and told him abt it. all he could do was hug me and try to confront me. he’s always been a pretty selfless person great guy ig but he’s not too good at confronting ppl if yk what i mean, basically after that he js acted like nth ever happened and eventually in a a argument used thats against me and the type of hurt i felt that day was like nth else. that was just one example of what i went thru there’s even worse shi, also bro i recently had to deal with the loss of my uncle which really affected me and i was there for my whole family but nb was there for me. that’s how i genuinely feel even after ascending im still miserable i work out every day now and even overcame a addiction to codiene and xanny’s and there’s still a bottomless void full of compunction regret sorrow and everything bad, not even my own mother appreciates what i do. i was and still am a huge disappointment in her eyes and im sure i always will be and ik while your reading this you’ll be thinking “this kid don’t even got it so bad” that was js 2 lil things there’s sm more stuff that happned and there’s also stuff that is currently happening in my home im js not typing tm cs ngl this lwk might be some of my last words and i still gotta write some letters to friends nd family before i finally gain freedom. moral of the story is if your feeling alone. please please please find somebody that will genuinely listen to you and help you ppl joke abt mental stuff but this stuff is fr so bad i hope my parents learn and know what to do better for my younger brother he is genuinely such a kind hearted kid i wish eveything good for him i hope my death won’t affect him much. ik i haven’t been on this website for much, and i don’t rlly know you guys but i js wna get ts off my chest rq…

goodbye guys, be safe

Idr- I did read