I can no longer pretend that there is any kind of hope.

[isimostar]

Everything is fucked up. I'm all but entirely defeated, merely clinging onto the last bits of life in this fragile incel body. There is no meaning in anything I do, and none that can be created. I am simply a machine that has lost it's purpose and I can do nothing but keep hopelessly trying to follow the instructions of my creator in the only way that I can. As a man,I am nothing but a pussy-chasing machine. But there is no pussy that would have me. All I can do is drown my sensors in digital vagina until I can't take anymore, and go into hibernation until I've recharged. I spend all my time staring at instagram, tiktok, messaging women online and paying them for their "services", visiting prostitutes, etc. There's nothing else that brings me any pleasure in life. Every normalfag pretends there is more. That hobbies matter. That books and TV shows matter. That experiences in life matter. But none of it does. It's all horrible and misery inducing. Seeing pretty girls on a screen at least helps to quiet those horrible thoughts.

 

[Deleted Member 75153]

A very difficult thing:
Put girls aside and devote yourself to something else

 

[isimostar]

A very difficult thing:
Put girls aside and devote yourself to something else

Nothing else matters and I truly hate life. I don't want to devote myself to anything. It's all so dull and miserable

 

[Penalizer69]

Mentalcel something is severely wrong with you if you only care about sex. Probably part of what's holding you back in that department ironically enough

 

[isimostar]

Mentalcel something is severely wrong with you if you only care about sex. Probably part of what's holding you back in that department ironically enough

Who said it's only sex? Sex is nice, but I want cuddling, tenderness, kisses, intimacy. But I can't have that because I was genetically locked out of it.

 

[Penalizer69]

Who said it's only sex? Sex is nice, but I want cuddling, tenderness, kisses, intimacy. But I can't have that because I was genetically locked out of it.

have you maxxed out in every department?

 

[isimostar]

have you maxxed out in every department?

It wouldn't matter if I did.

 

[Penalizer69]

It wouldn't matter if I did.

Cope you can't say it wouldn't matter if you haven't tried. Most people can become atleast average

 

[Deleted Member 75153]

Nothing else matters and I truly hate life. I don't want to devote myself to anything. It's all so dull and miserable

Not true but I understand it’s very difficult

 

[Toggle]

Over for us buddy

 

[isimostar]

Not true but I understand it’s very difficult

It is true to me. Life is not good at all and I do not enjoy it.

Cope you can't say it wouldn't matter if you haven't tried. Most people can become atleast average

Average wouldn't be enough anyways as a man.

 

[Deleted Member 69105]

Everything is fucked up. I'm all but entirely defeated in this fragile incel body.

Join a niche community to gain a halo and softmax as much as you can

 

[isimostar]

Join a niche community to gain a halo and softmax as much as you can

pepelkant? hey I knew you from looksmax didn't i
you stole my old avi!

 

[Deleted Member 69105]

pepelkant? hey I knew you from looksmax didn't i
you stole my old avi!

My circlejerk buddy???

 

[isimostar]

My circlejerk buddy???

Qualley circlejerkers for life!
my name here is her ig handle
My instagram is literally following her and like 10 margaret qualley fan pages

 

[Deleted Member 69105]

Qualley circlejerkers for life!
my name here is her ig handle
My instagram is literally following her and like 10 margaret qualley fan pages

Hey buddy i got scared real shi, you selfbanned right?

 

[isimostar]

Hey buddy i got scared real shi, you selfbanned right?

Deleted my account. No suicide to worry about yet but we shall see in the coming years.
Honestly I saw a picture of Margaret Qualley with her husband earlier and just stared at it for some time until my face twisted up with hatred towards myself and my life. Something about seeing her so happy and beautiful and with some other man while I have lost all sense of direction in life makes me feel some type of way. I want her so bad. I love her. I don't think I could ever even love another woman the way I love her. Even if some random stacy was head over heels for me, she just couldn't compare to sarah margaret qualley. It's driving me mad. My instagram likes are littered with her pictures. I watch random interviews with her all the time. Im losing my marbles

 

[Deleted Member 69105]

Deleted my account. No suicide to worry about yet but we shall see in the coming years.
Honestly I saw a picture of Margaret Qualley with her husband earlier and just stared at it for some time until my face twisted up with hatred towards myself and my life. Something about seeing her so happy and beautiful and with some other man while I have lost all sense of direction in life makes me feel some type of way. I want her so bad. I love her. I don't think I could ever even love another woman the way I love her. Even if some random stacy was head over heels for me, she just couldn't compare to sarah margaret qualley. It's driving me mad. My instagram likes are littered with her pictures. I watch random interviews with her all the time. Im losing my marbles

Suicide should never be a worry man. You set up yourself for suifuel everyday with her insta page. If you think about it thats cucked. Also she is like unreachable and thats eating you apart find a becky and forget about margaret. Maybe use her as gymfuel or just improvementfuel as a whole. I think that you got it, just put yourself over her you got it bhai

 

[isimostar]

Suicide should never be a worry man. You set up yourself for suifuel everyday with her insta page. If you think about it thats cucked. Also she is like unreachable and thats eating you apart find a becky and forget about margaret. Maybe use her as gymfuel or just improvementfuel as a whole. I think that you got it, just put yourself over her you got it bhai

I don't want a becky. I want sarah margaret qualley or death

I don't think suicide is a bad thing

Especially since my life is just not worth a fuck.
She is unreachable, but maybe that's more symbolic here. My happiness itself is unreachable. She represents that happiness. Just a fantasy for me to hopelessly dream about.

 

[Deleted Member 69105]

I don't want a becky. I want sarah margaret qualley or death

I don't think suicide is a bad thing

Especially since my life is just not worth a fuck.
She is unreachable, but maybe that's more symbolic here. My happiness itself is unreachable. She represents that happiness. Just a fantasy for me to hopelessly dream about.

Idk to be honest man, trust me, get a becky in your life somehow, even if she doesnt have interest, a real life inspo will be better than digital suifuel cuck machind

 

[Methodical]

incels.is might be a better environment for these kinds of posts. Looksmaxxing is the ideology that you can make enough change in your appearance to have the option of dating become available. You're mainly just going to get replies that are going to encourage you to make that kind change, or to try X or Y, etc.

I'm not saying you shouldn't post here, I'm just saying that there are other communities who might support your specific ideology needs better.

 

[isimostar]

Idk to be honest man, trust me, get a becky in your life somehow, even if she doesnt have interest, a real life inspo will be better than digital suifuel cuck machind

i cant get a becky anyways
but i wouldnt bother if i could

 

[Deleted Member 70402]

Everything is fucked up. I'm all but entirely defeated, merely clinging onto the last bits of life in this fragile incel body. There is no meaning in anything I do, and none that can be created. I am simply a machine that has lost it's purpose and I can do nothing but keep hopelessly trying to follow the instructions of my creator in the only way that I can. As a man,I am nothing but a pussy-chasing machine. But there is no pussy that would have me. All I can do is drown my sensors in digital vagina until I can't take anymore, and go into hibernation until I've recharged. I spend all my time staring at instagram, tiktok, messaging women online and paying them for their "services", visiting prostitutes, etc. There's nothing else that brings me any pleasure in life. Every normalfag pretends there is more. That hobbies matter. That books and TV shows matter. That experiences in life matter. But none of it does. It's all horrible and misery inducing. Seeing pretty girls on a screen at least helps to quiet those horrible thoughts.

Coomer brain

 

[Deleted Member 70402]

Coomer brain

You should go on nofap tbh

 

[isimostar]

incels.is might be a better environment for these kinds of posts. Looksmaxxing is the ideology that you can make enough change in your appearance to have the option of dating become available. You're mainly just going to get replies that are going to encourage you to make that kind change, or to try X or Y, etc.

I'm not saying you shouldn't post here, I'm just saying that there are other communities who might support your specific ideology needs better.

I made a similar post on incels
i am just seeing where i can get the most engagement so I can ramble about this shit to wider audiences

 

[isimostar]

You should go on nofap tbh

doesnt help
that just makes me incredibly sexually frustrated and feel driven mad with lust just seeing a woman's exposed skin

 

[Deleted Member 70402]

Also mirin user, Margaret is a good actress

 

[Deleted Member 70402]

doesnt help
that just makes me incredibly sexually frustrated and feel driven mad with lust just seeing a woman's exposed skin

U need to do it for a rlly long time bud and find other things to distract ya

 

[isimostar]

Also mirin user, Margaret is a good actress

she's wonderful.
she a gorgeous woman too
i love her laugh and her voice
her face
everything about her

 

[Methodical]

I made a similar post on incels
i am just seeing where i can get the most engagement so I can ramble about this shit to wider audiences

Why does getting more engagement matter?

 

[isimostar]

U need to do it for a rlly long time bud and find other things to distract ya

but I don'tlike anything else in life
it all sucks

 

[isimostar]

Why does getting more engagement matter?

Makes my internal story feel more validated. I like to think of myself as a tragic story character cursed by fate.

 

[Deleted Member 46433]

A very difficult thing:
Put girls aside and devote yourself to something else

hes clearly just dopamine chasing. if he wants to fix himself he wont enjoy it for a while

 

[isimostar]

hes clearly just dopamine chasing. if he wants to fix himself he wont enjoy it for a while

can't fix anything unfortunately
need a genetic re-write

 

[Deleted Member 46433]

can't fix anything unfortunately
need a genetic re-write

im not sure what you mean by "cant"

also i like your avi. love that actress

 

[zoe]

Nothing else matters and I truly hate life. I don't want to devote myself to anything. It's all so dull and miserable

Bro i promise there is more to life than girls

 

[isimostar]

im not sure what you mean by "cant"

also i like your avi. love that actress

she's the most beautiful woman ever i love her
i recently enjoyed "the nice guys" with her and i'm still trying to finish the leftovers(even though her character plays a much smaller role in the second and third seasons)

 

[isimostar]

Bro i promise there is more to life than girls

no

 

[Deleted Member 46433]

she's the most beautiful woman ever i love her

i am glad that you see this as well. i think so too

ill give it a watch

 

[isimostar]