i cant believe that im lonely now

[Alurmoooooooo]

but i deserve it
i cut off people/ghost my old friends bc i know i cant have the responsibility of having someone trust me
its too much for a high inhib person like me

 

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Brutal high inhib pill

 

[Recai]

you have me bit ch ass n***a

 

[Alurmoooooooo]

you have me bit ch ass n***a

i know u hate me....

 

[Cuckㅤ]

i cut off people/ghost my old friends bc i know i cant have the responsibility of having someone trust me

I do the same shit, luckily i got people that understand my issues.

You just have to try

 

[Alurmoooooooo]

I do the same shit, luckily i got people that understand my issues.

You just have to try

my personality feels rotten
its tainted by my life experiences and other factors
I still believe I can come back tho I have hope

 

[Cuckㅤ]

my personality feels rotten
its tainted by my life experiences and other factors
I still believe I can come back tho I have hope

Then stop sitting in it.
Your personality feels rotten because you've let life shape you, bad moments maybe such as trauma or self esteem. You aren't shaping yourself. Hope means nothing if you won't move, it's a drug that you can just sit with praying to something it will get better but it won't if you don't try. You can say come back? but atleast come back with your hands dirty building something real for yourself man, shit's not free at all. No one's coming to clean it up for you. You get me?