I can't get this shit out of my head I'm going insane about this and I shouldn't even think it but I keep thinking about being a boy and shit but I just don't want to think that but gosh I don't even know what to say at this point I mean ofc I'll never turn into one or be one I'll keep being a girl and stuff I'm just probably thinking like this because im growing up and stuff but I've been thinking about this for years and I'll outthink it when I grow up I think and I mean I won't even act up on it cause I shouldn't either and