i cant handle autism truly

[dipenhydramine]

i hate this existence its just fucking hell

every single noise pisses me off

i constantly feel physically and mentally uncomfortable

i cant connect with anyone

i cant enjoy normal things

i cant focus on anything at all

i hear 50 thousand fucking noises at once plus a million different sensation

i can feel my leg hairs against my leg tickling
i can feel each hair against the back of my head
i can feel my clothes on my skin
i can feel everything

i can hear every noise every single beat and instrument in the music
every time someone shouts
every door closing and opening
every sneeze
i want to be blind and deaf i fucking hate my life

 

[Mandy?]

Holy this will be DNRed by other,read every second though.

 

[Beanermaxxer]

Make yourself retarded with weed, that’s how I cope.

Everyone is different tho, that shit might intensify it

 

[dipenhydramine]

Holy this will be DNRed by other,read every second though.

love ya bhai

 

[Mandy?]

Make yourself retarded with weed, that’s how I cope.

Everyone is different tho, that shit might intensify it

He can’t get weed he has no connections because he dosen’t know anyone,I feel bad for him I wish I could hug vro

 

[dipenhydramine]

Make yourself retarded with weed, that’s how I cope.

Everyone is different tho, that shit might intensify it

i really want to idk where to get any tho

 

[dipenhydramine]

He can’t get weed he has no connections because he dosen’t know anyone,I feel bad for him I wish I could hug vro

i love yu man

 

[Mandy?]

i love yu man

I love you too,no matter how hard shit gets man just keep up with the naturemaxxing honestly.

 

[dipenhydramine]

I love you too,no matter how hard shit gets man just keep up with the naturemaxxing honestly.

its my last cope but i always have to go home
its so depressing

 

[kazama]

 

[Beanermaxxer]

i really want to idk where to get any tho

What country do you live in? You could buy it online from the deep web

 

[Mandy?]

its my last cope but i always have to go home
its so depressing

Nah vro I can’t let you live like this I’m pulling up to the UK to kidnap you.

 

[Mandy?]

What country do you live in? You could buy it online from the deep web

Or just carts from simple websites

 

[dipenhydramine]

What country do you live in? You could buy it online from the deep web

UK but iont know how to do that shit

 

[dipenhydramine]

Nah vro I can’t let you live like this I’m pulling up to the UK to kidnap you.

aint gonna resist

 

[dipenhydramine]

ideal

Or just carts from simple websites

 

[Beanermaxxer]

UK but iont know how to do that shit

You can watch a YT tutorial on how to download TOR.

It’s honestly tough right now. I haven’t been active in a while, so I’m not sure which markets are still legit or even running. A decent place to start is the Hidden Wiki, you can find surface web links that lead you to its current onion address. But be super careful, since some of those links are scams or phishing sites.

If you’re really trying to get a sense of what’s going on, I’d recommend checking out Dread (it’s a dark web forum kind of like Reddit, I don’t have the current onion link but it should be pretty easy to find) People there usually post updates about markets, vendors, and scams. Just take your time, read the stickies, and don’t trust anyone too quickly, there’s a lot of fake stuff out there. Use common sense, and stay safe.

 

[Genetics]

Suffer from most similar issues, although bodily stimuli has never been an issue.

I cope with drugs, and will probably do until I collapse (which probably is soon).

 

[Genetics]

You can watch a YT tutorial on how to download TOR.

It’s honestly tough right now. I haven’t been active in a while, so I’m not sure which markets are still legit or even running. A decent place to start is the Hidden Wiki, you can find surface web links that lead you to its current onion address. But be super careful, since some of those links are scams or phishing sites.

If you’re really trying to get a sense of what’s going on, I’d recommend checking out Dread (it’s a dark web forum kind of like Reddit, I don’t have the current onion link but it should be pretty easy to find) People there usually post updates about markets, vendors, and scams. Just take your time, read the stickies, and don’t trust anyone too quickly, there’s a lot of fake stuff out there. Use common sense, and stay safe.

The dark web is a wild circus show for scams and phishing right now, I wouldn't recommend anyone go on there.

It's very easy sourcing on Signal / Telegram. That way you can also build a solid long-term relationship with your plug.