I cried for the first time in a year abour a week ago

[Tealovingfool]

Well without being heavily drunk that is and it wasnt sobs it was tears rolling down my face because I was going to kill myself on the night and I felt very sad the alcohol withdrawal didnt help either and i was crying while writing my suicide note and trying to comprehend saying goodbye to everyone so I drank alcohol since I wanted to enjoy something before I was gonna do it and the alcohol gave me a feeling of joy or dopamine or whatever it was and I was getting talked out of it by friends so I changed my mind.

 

[drchad]

Dont do it brah


Ur life is worth something and you have days to come

 

[drchad]

those silent cries with tears rolling down feel different

 

[Tealovingfool]

Dont do it brah


Ur life is worth something and you have days to come

Ive been trying my best not to

 

[Trevor]

Dont let yourself cry and you'll be good

 

[submissivechud]

me and @Duchesse dont cry or feel fear

 

[Tealovingfool]

me and @Duchesse dont cry or feel fear
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I mean I guess bro

 

[Tealovingfool]

Dont let yourself cry and you'll be good

I cant really even if I try to most I get is a couple droplets usually

 

[drchad]

Dont let yourself cry and you'll be good

First time in a year he cried and it was writing a the suicide note seems valid

Probably was at the breaking point cant control it at that point