Serious I deadass don’t know what to do with my life

[BrazilianKen]

I don’t intend to sound philosophical or doomed but all I want is a peaceful, quiet life. Is that too much to ask? I just want an apartment for myself, with a beautiful bed, with a beautiful empty living room and shining sun on my eyes every morning. I don’t know what job I want… maybe finance? Office work? Medicine? It’s just so hard to decide, all of them seem hard. My only goal in life currently is LM and that’s it, I got no goals in life.

I am a boring human being, who has no special hobbies worth of talking about. I only have video games I play once in a blue moon, I watch TikTok everyday, maybe I’ll crank a YouTube video if I’m feeling it and that’s it. I go outside, yeah. But it’s exhausting. Even I feel exhausted of my school friends and of my only best friend. Everyone, exhausts me. I feel like I shouldn’t get a girlfriend or else I’ll get bored of her and have to dump her, which would be disrespectful.

I don’t see a bright, shining future ahead. Just possible endings to my life. My mom always said that I was gifted but then why am I like this? If I’m truly gifted, I wouldn’t be typing this out. It’s really exhausting.

 

[ceeuonthetop]

I don’t intend to sound philosophical or doomed but all I want is a peaceful, quiet life. Is that too much to ask? I just want an apartment for myself, with a beautiful bed, with a beautiful empty living room and shining sun on my eyes every morning. I don’t know what job I want… maybe finance? Office work? Medicine? It’s just so hard to decide, all of them seem hard. My only goal in life currently is LM and that’s it, I got no goals in life.

I am a boring human being, who has no special hobbies worth of talking about. I only have video games I play once in a blue moon, I watch TikTok everyday, maybe I’ll crank a YouTube video if I’m feeling it and that’s it. I go outside, yeah. But it’s exhausting. Even I feel exhausted of my school friends and of my only best friend. Everyone, exhausts me. I feel like I shouldn’t get a girlfriend or else I’ll get bored of her and have to dump her, which would be disrespectful.

I don’t see a bright, shining future ahead. Just possible endings to my life. My mom always said that I was gifted but then why am I like this? If I’m truly gifted, I wouldn’t be typing this out. It’s really exhausting.

Maybe try prioritizing "looksmaxxing" over everything else (tiktok and shit)

 

[Devious_Egg]

real post

the concept of a "normal life" such as have a house, a loving family, a pet, mid income, no significant disease, etc, is actually a non-normal condition as little to none live a life of versatile like that

life is exhausting and it never gets better

love can give some purpose into your life though

 

[BrazilianKen]

real post

the concept of a "normal life" such as have a house, a loving family, a pet, mid income, no significant disease, etc, is actually a non-normal condition as little to none live a life of versatile like that

life is exhausting and it never gets better

love can give some purpose into your life though

If I can’t love myself, how do you expect me to love a human being in which I can’t possibly know what they think of me?

 

[Blackpillirony]

I don’t intend to sound philosophical or doomed but all I want is a peaceful, quiet life. Is that too much to ask? I just want an apartment for myself, with a beautiful bed, with a beautiful empty living room and shining sun on my eyes every morning. I don’t know what job I want… maybe finance? Office work? Medicine? It’s just so hard to decide, all of them seem hard. My only goal in life currently is LM and that’s it, I got no goals in life.

I am a boring human being, who has no special hobbies worth of talking about. I only have video games I play once in a blue moon, I watch TikTok everyday, maybe I’ll crank a YouTube video if I’m feeling it and that’s it. I go outside, yeah. But it’s exhausting. Even I feel exhausted of my school friends and of my only best friend. Everyone, exhausts me. I feel like I shouldn’t get a girlfriend or else I’ll get bored of her and have to dump her, which would be disrespectful.

I don’t see a bright, shining future ahead. Just possible endings to my life. My mom always said that I was gifted but then why am I like this? If I’m truly gifted, I wouldn’t be typing this out. It’s really exhausting.

The pressure of being a "gifted kid" and the impact it has on your mental health and self-esteem when you slip out a bit

 

[BrazilianKen]

The pressure of being a "gifted kid" and the impact it has on your mental health and self-esteem when you slip out a bit

Yeah, I’m starting to doubt about how gifted I truly am

 

[Devious_Egg]

If I can’t love myself, how do you expect me to love a human being in which I can’t possibly know what they think of me?

thats the beauty of love, because you dont "choose" to love someone, you just feel it. and when you love someone it comes out from a trust in a way you dont care what they think because you know they have good deeds when it comes to you

you can not love your self but love someoneelse

it is hard to find a person to love and trust that is true, though.

 

[BrazilianKen]

thats the beauty of love, because you dont "choose" to love someone, you just feel it. and when you love someone it comes out from a trust in a way you dont care what they think because you know they have good deeds when it comes to you

you can not love your self but love someoneelse

it is hard to find a person to love and trust that is true, though.

I see. I hope to find that feeling

 

[ceeuonthetop]

Yeah, I’m starting to doubt about how gifted I truly am

Don't want to be an asshole, but couldn't it be your parents we're lying to you? Lots of parents lie to their children about being "special" (not in a autistic way) so they could get through issues in school easier

 

[BrazilianKen]

Don't want to be an asshole, but couldn't it be your parents we're lying to you? Lots of parents lie to their children about being "special" (not in a autistic way) so they could get through issues in school easier

I am smart. I could potentially excel at school. But I have no purpose aside from just landing in a job.

 

[ceeuonthetop]

I am smart. I could potentially excel at school. But I have no purpose aside from just landing in a job.

Aalot of people have "potential" if you dont ever act on it, how do you know if it even exists

 

[BrazilianKen]

Aalot of people have "potential" if you dont ever act on it, how do you know if it even exists

I’ll try to do my best.