I don't think I'm mentally stable

[khalid]

irl I was ignoring provoking threatening friends and in this year I seriously wanted to kill my best friend over nothing
5 years ago I heard on discord how I have bipolar from couple guys and note it was at age 11-12
all my online friendships whatever video games, even from org ended up in deleting/blocking, others calling me schizo
I don't think I did any manipulations in my life if I did then unaware Im always honest
I'm not surprised nobody likes me in this community
my mother called out how my mood changes easily too
could I have problems with thyroid /prolactin

 

[CynthiaD]

Well….I not gonna lie I probably deal with bipolar symptoms myself and I’m almost 30 years old and I’ve never been aware of it until recently. I recommend to see your family doctor and discuss your concerns, living like this is not easy and I could even say painful or destructive. I wish you the best