i dont understand

[despair]

some days i like the things i like and other days im disgusted even looking at it

sometimes i like to think about these things for hours and sometimes i feel self hate the moment it pops into my head

twice ive tried to hide it by forcing myself to like other things and acting different but it doesnt work

being overly open is the best thing i can think of because at least i dont feel as much shame for it

ive been like this since i was young though

 

[despair]

advice please

 

[Almighty Sigma Wolf]

some days i like the things i like and other days im disgusted even looking at it

Relatable, some days I like gigamia and other days I like her even more

It's a sad back and forth

 

[despair]

Relatable, some days I like gigamia and other days I like her even more

It's a sad back and forth

she disgusts you

 

[Almighty Sigma Wolf]

she disgusts you

No the opposite

 

[despair]

No the opposite

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